"Alive.." He started to say, repeating the last word. "That's how you make me feel."

It's one of the hardest things you can do, getting over your first, true love. Especially if there was never really any good-bye. Just no calls and a new-found fame and girlfriend, just like that. That's what Ivy Lane is carrying in her broken heart, when she gets an email from a famous magazine company asking for answers about her ex boyfriend, the famous Zayn Malik. And when she decides to give them - all of them, nothing but the bloody, painful truth - and a old memory gets remembered and shared with the world, will she get sucked back into the drama of her first love and his golden eyes again?

This story is based on the song Cough Syrup. The song is about life experiences and how difficult happenings can get. It teaches you to move forward and leave those memories behind, look forward to the future. For Saniya, life doesn't have room for crying or breaking down when times are tough. You just pick yourself off the ground and carry on like it never happened- the exact same thing she lives by once the biggest blow life could throw at you hits her. She'd always known many people who'd never followed that moral that she did. She'd also never met someone who took it too far. This is Saniya's story and it is also Zayn's.

It started with a Starbucks cup and an insane Greyhound to get them to meet. Sofia Thanos is a laid back girl with a passion for cooking. Zayn Malik is a British popstar whose band, One Direction, is winning the hearts of people all around the world.