Louis isn't sure where his mind goes half the time, but its okay, because there's accepting people there in that unpredictable world that he finds inside his head. Or the one where Louis has schizophrenia and meets four other boys that have to be real somewhere, right?

What would you do if your best friend committed suicide? What would you do if there was no way that you could help them? All there is left, is 199 letters. The only thing they left behind for you. © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved

In his defense, Louis was pissed drunk when he did it. He didn't mean to send in that video. He had lost a bet, it was as simple as that. But he hadn't actually thought he'd get chosen. There is a reality show called: To Find Love, in which a certain celebrity is on the show, and they choose six men and six women that they might see a possible future with. In this television show, they are all competing to win the celebrity's heart. Louis understood that. But he also understood that he wasn't planning on lasting long. He'd just get sent home on the first or second round, no matter who the celebrity was. But the fact that it's Harry Styles, Louis' long time and ex-best friend, would definitely change things.

[CHASING THE MOMENTS SEQUEL] I left for a reason and I wasn't going to drag myself back into it. Growing a pair of balls, I took a deep breath and cleared my throat once more. "I came here to get a few things." I said, my voice sounding weak to my ears but, strong enough to convince Louis I really wasn't here for him―or was I? Snap out of it Harry, no; you are not. I knew if Louis was going to try and say something I might just break down right here and right now and bring him back with warm and opening arms, sinking myself back into this mess that I am trying to make sense of. I broke promises, I destroyed his trust in me and it's my entire fault. He didn't say anything, still standing there, frozen. Swallowing, I started walking past him until he slammed his hand flat on my chest; stopping me from walking any further. I slightly looked down, meeting his gaze, and holding my lips in a tight line. Louis shook his head, blinking rapidly. "That's all?" He croaked out. CHASING HARRY. checked marked as completed, July 10th, 2013

Its five years into the future and everything has happened to super star, Harry Styles. He's left behind his four best friends and the love of his life. But for what? Was it worth it? What had he become?

"I just fell down the stairs." "Oh, I tripped. I'm just so clumsy!" "I accidently cut myself shaving this morning." These were just a few of the lies Louis told others to protect Harry, because he knew Harry loved him. "He's just had a hard day at work." "He's just tired and gets easily irritated." Those were a few lies Louis told himself, because he loved Harry.