An exclusive excerpt from the first and only official book from ZAYN, available worldwide November 1st. Global superstar ZAYN shares a photographic journey of his life since leaving One Direction. ZAYN opens up with this collection of thoughts, inspiration, and never-before-seen personal photographs. After five years of massive success with One Direction, ZAYN launched his career as a solo artist with Mind of Mine, becoming one of the most successful artists in the world. Now, for the first time ever, ZAYN is going to tell and show all in this intimate and raw scrapbook of his life. Never-before-released photos give readers insight to ZAYN, no-holds-barred. Gorgeously designed with hundreds of full-color photographs and ZAYN's notes, drawings, song lyrics, and personal stories, the book captures ZAYN's most private moments and his candid feelings on fame, success, music, and life. The next chapter of ZAYN's evolution into global superstar, told by the artist who is living it. Pre-order ZAYN: http://zayn.at/book

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Maxwell Evans is used to being abused by everyone. Why? because he is beautiful with his giant baby like blue eyes and heartbreaking smile, he is a magnet for women...and men. He is always surrounded by girls and has never had one male friend in life, this causes boys to beat him because they think his gay or they want him. Moving to a new school for fresh start he qucikly falls victim to Erick Carter, the schools hottest guy who picks people up just to dump them again. Max finds his first male friend who doesnt know what he is. Erick knows he straight...until he meets Max. Two curious boys and both want to find out what they are....Max soon finds himself in a twisted triangle.

Ethan is sarcastic and sassy. Will is careless and troubled. When Ethan sees how bad Will is struggling, he decides to help the 20 year old. But in order to help Will, Ethan realizes he must face his own dark past. As feelings and secrets emerge between the two boys, Ethan begins to question if Will is really as straight as he claims to be.

Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.

Benjamin Jarvis is an emo man whore. Abused and neglected, Ben finds relief in sex. But when Ben gets Alison Zandi pregnant at a party, both their lives are forever changed. Ali, in love with Ben, desperately tries to change him and Ben must learn to face his biggest fear...love.

Benji is in deep, unrequited love with his best friend Gideon, and it sucks. When absentminded Benji isn’t busy making a fool of himself or getting bullied by his soccer team, he’s busy watching Gideon fall in love with the gorgeous Jude. As Benji sulks in the friend zone, he begins to wonder if he should pursue a romance with a better chance, or continue being hopelessly in love with Gideon.

The Jarvis Twins, Shawn and Shane are now 10 years old. The Jarvis family struggles to stay together as the past begins to creep up on them. And the boys' innocence is shattered piece by piece until one act of cruelty destroys the last of it.

(Continuation of Twice The Love, Twice The Hate) With Shane and Luna together and happy, Shawn Jarvis seeks to find his own happiness with his romantic interest, a girl named Nina. As they get closer, Nina witnesses more and more of Shawn's anger issues. Shawn has clearly inherited his father's anger issues but, unlike his dad, they just might destroy the girl of his dreams.

Luna is the new girl in school and on her first day, she meets the Jarvis twins. Shane and Shawn are identical twins, and yet complete opposites. As Luna finds herself crushing on shy Shane, angry Shawn finds himself trying to stop them from getting together. As Luna begins to learn how cruel and deceptive Shawn is, she becomes determined to reveal his true nature to Shane. But sometimes, ignorance is bliss. Will Luna tear the brothers apart? Or will they tear her apart to stay together?