She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

"I feel what you feel. I always know when you're in pain and it ruins me. I could feel it when you broke your leg, when you hit your side on the table, when Ashton touched you. I could feel it when your heart broke because of me." - Lavender 's mind is completely consumed by the blue eyed boy in her english class, and Luke seems to share the same fascination, only he expresses it in a different way. He's rude and moody and refuses to tell her why. Her interest in him drives her mad, he makes her crazy as he goes from being possessive to pushing her away and it's all to protect a secret he doesn't think she's ready to know.

Who would come to realise that the boy I thought was a creep in the elevator would be so protective; charming. That one night, at the party my best friend made me go to, it changed my life. But for the good, or for the bad? That is the question.