Autumn is being eaten away by the depression inside her. She can never live up to brother Ian's accomplishments. Her parents don't know what to do with her. She never smiles, and eventually she tries to kill herself. Even though it didn't work, it may have saved her life, because of an unexpected meeting at the hospital.

Valerie Jones seems just like a normal #1 fan with nice life living in California, but will this 17 year olds world be turned upside down when she meets the boy of her dreams... and what will happen when those around her discover her personal personal problems and past? Will she be willing to give up her new love for him? What struggles will these two lovers encounter? Why don't you find out...