I can't see anything. I can't feel anything. I cant be anything. But these visions, if that's what they are, are so beautiful, so real. Its like a dream, they come on so intense, vivid, detailed. What am I? ......:::...... A story of a life told through pieces of broke memories and a broken mind. ((Some strong language and triggering topics. Including negative thoughts/self harm, sexual struggles, and bulling/abuse. There will NOT be any further warnings))

CURRENTLY IN THE PROCESS OF BEING REWRITTEN!

"Love is something that should be equal. It's a partnership between two people, and a commitment you promise to keep." ~Clark Baxtresser ************************************************************************************ If life were a game, would you be on offense or defense? For 22 year old Alex Rose, she wouldn't be in the game at all. She'd be on the sidelines. Life hasn't been too kind to Alex. From taking her parents at 16 in a car accident, giving her this wonderful man she wanted to marry only to have him turn into an alcoholic after he proposes to her, and the constant feeling of being alone, she's tired of never being in control of her life. She's ready to leave all of that behind to start her new life after college by moving from her small town in Pennsylvania to New York to finally do what she's always dreamed of: be a screen writer. But sometimes, fate changes everything. After being run into by the famous Dylan Saunders, and convinced to attend a dress rehearsal for Holy Musical B@man by high school bestie Joey Richter, Alex's life changes in more ways than one. Now she's involved deeply in the lives of the Youtube sensations, Starkid in less than 24 hours. Not to mention she's still stuck around her possibly dangerous ex-fiance Jeff Blim. Through the days and months following, Alex learns that her life will never be fulfilled just standing on the sidelines. That even with her best friend since kindergarten, Nicki McKay by her side, Alex will never have a normal life that she imagined as a child. One thing for Alex is certain. Through everything she endures in her time with Starkid, none of it was supposed to end this way. Copyright 2014. Cover by nevilles_cardigan <3

Part 1 of the "Growing Up"-Triology Charlotte Miller has never been known for being responsible or particularly mature. Meeting Pete on a night out at his club, little did she know that not only is he facing similar issues, he also turns out to influence her much more than she ever expected. Part 2 (Irresistible): https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/33123843-irresistible-pete-wentz-fanfic-part-2 Part 3 (Me and You): https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/38313258-me-and-you-pete-wentz-fanfic-part-3

This book has been expanded, edited, and published by Simon & Schuster/Gallery Books. Book 2 of a new series featuring After worldwide fan-favorite Landon Gibson as he leaves Washington to navigate love and life in New York City. Available wherever books are sold &lt;3

Book 1 of 2 featuring After worldwide fan-favorite Landon Gibson as he leaves Washington to navigate love and life in New York City. At the end of the After Ever Happy, Landon got married-but readers everywhere have been wondering who will get to call the nicest boy in the After series their forever love? Read it and find out! Sold at most major retailers &lt;3

The Spring Girls is a modern-day retelling of Louisa May Alcott's Little Women, telling the captivating story of four sisters desperately seeking the answer to the age-old question, what exactly does it mean to be society's version of a "woman"? The Spring Girls-Meg, Jo, Beth, and Amy-are a force of nature on the New Orleans military base where they live. As different as they are, with their father on tour in Iraq and their mother hiding something, their fears are very much the same. Struggling to build lives they can be proud of and that will lift them out of their humble station in life, one year will determine all that their futures can become. The oldest, Meg, will be an officer's wife and enter military society like so many of the women she admires. If her passion-and her reputation-don't derail her. Beth, the workhorse of the family, is afraid to leave the house, is afraid she'll never figure out who she really is. Jo just wants out. Wishing she could skip to graduation, she dreams of a life in New York City and a career in journalism where she can impact the world. Nothing can stop her-not even love. And Amy, the youngest, is watching all her sisters, learning from how they handle themselves. For better or worse. With plenty of sass, romance, and drama, The Spring Girls revisits Louisa May Alcott's classic Little Women, and brings its themes of love, war, class, adolescence, and family into the language of the twenty-first century.

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