Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]
Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...
Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...
Philip Lester is 16 years old, he had been bullied for 6 for being bisexual, everything changed when Daniel Howell moved to his school. Daniel Howell is 16 years old, he was bullied at his old school for being gay, so he moved to the school that he thought no one would know about, unfortunately for him one of his scho...
plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WAR...
Phil Lester and Dan Howell always hated each other from the moment Dan first laid eyes on Phil. The two were on completely different sides of the social scale making it only natural for Dan to hate Phil. Phil didn't want to hate Dan but with every taunt or push from him, Phil's hate grew stronger. When Dan gets chosen...
Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with ki...
A phan fiction about the boys' slow realization of how they feel for each other- no cutting, self-harm, depression or suicide. Mainly fluff, but may soon contain some smut. My first phanfic so please don't be harsh ^_^
Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...
Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty...
❝You couldn't love me if you tried.❞ © 2015 DontMove_Honey OH NO THIS WHOLE STORY IS A BIG TRIGGER AND I'M SORRY BUT IT HAD TO BE DONE SO PLEASE USE CAUTION BEFORE CONTINUING BECAUSE I FORGOT TO SAY THIS BEFORE I LOVE YOU BYE hey, this story is also on tumblr! taketheworldaway.tumblr.com/goodenough
A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...
Phil is the shy guy who always feels like he's invisible, especially to his flat mate, Dan. Dan is the confident, handsome guy who doesn't know his friend's true feelings for him. When Dan breaks up with his girlfriend Jessica, he begins to notice details about Phil he never really bothered to pay attention to before...
Dan and Phil are rediscovering their feelings for one another four years after the not-to-be-spoken video posted in 2010 that had distanced them significantly. >>*Trigger Warning*<< *Mention of death and suicide* ~Artwork is by moreorlester on Tumblr but I did create the edit, and I do not own any song lyrics that mig...
Five days ago, Phil found his best friend bleeding to death. Triggers: attempted suicide, self harm Author note: Based off of the song Skinny Love. I prefer the Birdy version, but Bon Iver is the original artist. I suggest listening during reading. If you enjoy, become a fan, vote, and comment any ideas you have. :D
Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...
Phan Drabble, 928 words, fluffy angst Summary: Dan, like all people comes with baggage, but his is physical as well as emotional and he carries it round on his skin and in his heart everyday but now he wants to open up to his boyfriend, Phil about it. Triggers: mentions of self harm, depression and suicide (nothing pa...
Angst, Fluff. A Phan story that will pull at your heart strings and flood you with emotions. After spending a few days acting annoyed with his beloved, Dan asks the almost impossible question; Will you marry me? Nothing in life could be more perfect for them than it is right now. That is, until life decides to throw...
my friend and i are having a "who can make the saddest phan fic" competition so yeah here ANGST
Phil becomes worried on a night out when dan won't answer his calls, when he finally gets a call back phil isn't prepared for what he is going to be told.
Phil Lester is fine. At least that's what he's telling Dan, his flatmate since a year ago. What Dan doesn't know, is that Phil is silently suffering from depression and self-harm, and also has secret feelings for his best friend.
Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...
When Jaylene Clifford woke up with a severe case of amnesia, she couldn't remember anything. Well, anything except her name and pain. The cause of the pain? She hadn't the slightest clue. Her so-called "family" shows up and takes her across the globe to a nowhere town in Arkansas where she lives her life striving to r...
*In the process of being edited, first two chapters done already.* Dan and Phil met in the looming forest behind the school grounds and have been infatuated with each other ever since. With many twists and turns, their stories are becoming more complex by the second. They say a smile can save someone, but what if it k...
Dan Howell is invisible. That's all he knows how to be. Terrified of standing out, he is happy going unnoticed by his peers, finding company in only the old rock and roll songs on his iPod. But Dan's life is turned upside-down when a boy in his drama class takes him under his wing, introducing him to a world of excite...
// Sequel to Polaroids // Based off of the ending "White Winter Hymnal"// After everything Jaylene Clifford has been through, the last thing she needs is time in that prison known as Arkansas. For her own sanity, she goes back home to Australia to find out her own life with the rest of the band. Where will this trip b...
Dan Howell and Phil Lester are constantly haunted by Dan's suicide attempt. A story about love, depression, and recovery. This is a series adapted from the one shot, Skinny Love. Read it here:http://www.wattpad.com/story/3493044-skinny-love-phan Triggers: Suicide, depression, boyxboy Author Note: Written by request
