Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his best friend. Will Phil ever find out? WARNING: Could be triggering, attempted suicide, fluff, angst, possible sexual references ©chloemitzu

Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the opposite from Dan, never gets in trouble, quiet and doesn't have any friends. Trying to double depression and his grades, how will he deal with a new kid in his class? Will all his secrets be revealed? And will the bullying stop? Dan crosses Phil on his first day, and things don't start in the best way. Phil doesn't need help, but Dan is adamant he helps the boy through his years at college. What will happen when things turn upside-down for the both of them? Warnings: mentions of selfharm, bullying, mild swearing, sexual references and boy boy pairings. Not recommended for people under the age of 13. ©chloemitzu

Philip Lester is 16 years old, he had been bullied for 6 for being bisexual, everything changed when Daniel Howell moved to his school. Daniel Howell is 16 years old, he was bullied at his old school for being gay, so he moved to the school that he thought no one would know about, unfortunately for him one of his school bullies also decided to move school at the same time and moved at the same time as Daniel... DUN DUN DUN read the story and find out what happens to them!! **TRIGGER WARNINGS** - Self harm (including detailed self harm thoughts) - Suicidal thoughts - Rape - Abuse / bullying - Homophobic comments - Alcohol abuse - Boy x boy

plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WARNING. TRIGGERS OF SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM. written October 2012. // this was my first fic and i am aware that there are a lot of mistakes (lowercase intended)

Phil Lester and Dan Howell always hated each other from the moment Dan first laid eyes on Phil. The two were on completely different sides of the social scale making it only natural for Dan to hate Phil. Phil didn't want to hate Dan but with every taunt or push from him, Phil's hate grew stronger. When Dan gets chosen to recive tutoring from Phil, the two find out that they're not so different after all. Does this change anything for Dan and Phil, or will they go on acting towards each other like they always did? Word Count = About 42,250

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

A phan fiction about the boys' slow realization of how they feel for each other- no cutting, self-harm, depression or suicide. Mainly fluff, but may soon contain some smut. My first phanfic so please don't be harsh ^_^

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy. His bubbly personality and hopeless romantic ways draw Dan in.....and might just change his mind in the thoughts of love.