Fleeing back home to escape her painful past, Sabrina Zerker is invited to live with her brother, Josh and his friends. Her painful memories of what happened before, goes away once she falls in love Simon. And it begins to seem all perfect. But nothing ever really goes away. Will her past come back to ruin it all? "I couldn't believe it... I was starting over... With him."

Alice Zerker had everything she needed in life. Her brother, a husband, the best friends she could ever have asked for... But what happens when she has to go to America, and leave them behind. A/N story contains suicidal thoughts and triggers, self harm, and other acts of self hate. suicide is never the answer, nor is hurting yourself. I love you. PLEASE USE CAUTION WHILE READING.