Kurt doesn't speak much. If he ever finally does speak up, will he have the courage to face his fears? Will he take chances? Or will he let his life be ruled by complete and utter terror? Is he the only one with damage? XXXXX I was not silent in my attempts to retrieve my bag. No, I was grunting and mumbling the whole time with my strenuous efforts to get Kurt off the strap of my satchel all while being hyper aware of how my face was basically between his knees. But now was not the time for dirty thoughts. Since the sounds were coming from under the table, by Kurt's crotch, and I was grunting stuff like, "dirty cocksucker, you'll be lucky if I don't punch you in the balls," I'm pretty sure anyone within hearing distance thought I was giving him a rather violent hand job. And of course Kurt wouldn't just move his foot so I could come out from under the table. Nope, he just sat there. XXXXXX Trigger Warning: Self harm and non con mentioned often.

Blaine has a huge crush on Kurt, but nobody knows he's gay. Until when Blaine cannot control his love for Kurt any longer and kisses him. Will Blaine help Kurt when his Dad goes into hospital? What will happen when Blaine's mum finds out he's gay? Will Kurt out Blaine? Will everybody get the happy endings they want? You will have to read and find out. ENJOY!!

Blaine has been kicking himself after he cheated on Kurt and the way they left off in New York has been killing him. He knows he has the Glee Club, Mr. Shue and even Finn to talk to, but it pains him to even mention Kurt's name. So, when Kurt visits Lima, Blaine tried his best to avoid the subject of what happened, which he's been doing since he got back, and tries to get his man back into his life.