Ashton was gay. His crush the most popular kid in school, Luke hemmings, was straight and probably didn't like him. Ashton was tired of crying and Luke finds a way to fix him. Things change majorly between them as Luke keeps secrets.

"I'm going to make sure that I'm bad enough for you." He whispered in my ear, slowly grinding his hips against mine.

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

the one where ashton loves luke but luke doesn't love ashton. 2014-15

"he only comes outside when it rains."

"What if I have a tiny crush on a guy who doesn't even know I exist? How do I get his attention?" Ashton finally gets it, but not in a way he thought he'd get it. WARNING: Anorexia, One Direction Other pairing(s): Larry, Malum Cover: kaitlin_ida_maree Dom!Luke © 2014 iCheeseYou

Ashton lost his vision and hearing. The only thing that makes him smile is touching Luke.