"how long do you think we'll last? 6 months? a year?" "I was thinking maybe...forever."

ludic - (adj.) full of fun and high spirits

Kiss me until my heart is stitched.

A story about a girl who constantly loses her confidence, it's hard for her to see the good in things. She buys tickets for her and a friend to go to the PressPlay Tour, unexpectedly embarrassing herself. The moment Christian saw her, he was memorized, but how will things turn out?

"You're so beautiful Maddy" Christian said as he held my cheeks in his hands. He stared deeply into my eyes before he let go and looked away. "What's wrong?" I ask him, concern hinting in my voice as I pull his attention back to my eyes. "I just want you to be mine but that'll never happen again.." His voice faded off into a violent silence, his eyes welled up with tears threatening to fall. "What if I told you, you could?"

What happens when you want something so badly, but it's so unrealistic?

first story so :)) (this is all based off a dream I had the other night) "I missed you so much christian" "I missed you more beautiful"

its like an obsession...it's stronger than drug addiction...and its holding you down tight...this boy is all you think about 24/7...he is all you want. it causes you so much pain because your so far from getting him when you really feel like you're so close instead. but how, how can someone make this feeling so strong, make you this crazy,... your just a good girl, quiet, straight A student. no one knows you well and you're judged for that but in the Internet world its a total opposite. maybe even for both of you. but will these worlds ever collide? published 2/19/15 updated 2/23/15

"why do you have a manbun? they are so unattractive."