Success doesn't equate happiness. I've had to learn that the hard way over the years. With every disappointment, every let down, every heartbreak, my solution was to just achieve something. Gain a new award, a higher accolade, a bigger position. The distractions only work temporarily, but once it dies down you realize that you're left with just you. You realize that you're still alone, still a failure in other aspects of life, and still hiding from the past. My name is Brynn. I got married at nineteen to my college sweetheart, and at the age of twenty four I found myself packing up and leaving him in the middle of the night. During that ungodly hour is when everything starts to hit you, when everything begins to resurface. My husband never attempted to come after me, never even attempted to reach out to me. Yet I still find myself going to sleep with him on my mind. I can still feel his touch if I dream hard enough. I still find myself keeping up with his social media, following his life from a distance. Only in that ungodly hour do I let my fantasies roam free and allow myself to miss him. I allow myself to still love him, still care for him. As long as I know that once morning hits it's back to business, back to being distracted, and back to being alone.

Zahara Jenkins came from a background of a hippie mother and father. She learned the strictness of life, but most of her life consisted of being in a total bliss and not being too aware of her surroundings- always turning a blind eye to her responsibilities. But what happens when she just can't turn a blind eye to the young girl who had no choice, but to see through the blind eyes? Started: March 2020 Ended: Sep 2021 *** FULL VERSION IS NOW ON MY SITE***

Works #1: Ahmad Hassan Sinclair, 25, was taught to always fight and work hard for what he wanted. In the life he was given nothing was ever handed to him. He grew up in the hoods of Houston, witnessing things no child should ever see in their life. His mom and pop worked hard just tryna make ends meet, to keep food on the table and clothes on their kids back. But it was far from easy .. Seeing his parents struggle the way they did for years, motivated him to work ten times harder. He made it a mission to not end up like his folks, he wanted more in life. He knew there was more to life than what he grew up seeing. But he also knew in order to be somebody in this world as a black man he had to fight and strive for it and also dodge the bullshit that came along with it. He set goals, he had dreams, he had a vision and nothing could stop him from achieving them. Now that he's at the top of his game, making money, living the live he always wanted, seeing the things he never seen and moving up the success path .. he figured life would eventually turn out to be great but sadly he still isn't happy or content with how things are.. there's this one missing piece in his life that will fully complete him. But let's see how determined Ahmad will be to find what that missing piece is or what he will do to get it.

When 20 year old Monae Charlatan been in jail for 3 years and Miserable since the age 5 and also has controllable anger issues kinda of,becomes a bodyguard for someone who she doesn't like (Chris Brown) will she accept and protect him NO MATTER WHAT? (●'∀｀●)(●'∀｀●)(●'∀｀●)(●'∀｀●)(●'∀｀●) Famous RnB singer Chris Brown was involved in a scam with the baddest drug dealer in California and almost died in a shooting,but his dearly beloved bodyguard dies. He's set out to find a new one. The thing is, its a female instead, and she's in jail. Will he accept her and grow a relationship with her,or will he doubt her because she's a female? And will he make it ALIVE?

Adrienne is 21 years old and lives in VA. She is finishing up college to become a personal stylist.She has a four year old son named Xavier and a boyfriend Malik.There is only one thing though.Xavier's father is the one and only Tremaine Neverson better known as Trey Songz.He doesnt know about Xavier and she hopes he never will.Tremaine and Adrienne dated for a while in highschool.She gave him her virginity at the age of 17.She found out he cheated on her the next week and before she could talk to him he was gone...he just left.She never knew where he went until she started hearing all about Trey Songz.A couple months after she found out she was pregnant.She had called Tremaine numerous times but he never answered soon enough she gave up.Wanna know more?Find out in All Back.

"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart, and the senses" - Lao Tzu"

Lawyer by day and stripper by night. 20 year old Kadira Noelle Smith is only concered about her money. Her main focus and her main priority is money. Her family has either disowned her or won't speak to her. Men and love are the last thing she is looking for. 25 year old Anthony Jashun Anderson is the star Conerback for the New Orleans Saints. He isn't looking for love. He has to take care of his one year old daughter, Amani and his mother who has been in and out of the hospital since graduating from college. Will these two cross paths? Will these two end up needing each other more than ever? Will Kadira eventually fall into the hands of a man that she though was gone forever? Lies will be told, relationships will be tested, and promises will be broken. Is Kadira ready for all of this?

** AN ORIGNAL SHANTII PEICE..ENJOY !! ** You always hear of the good girl falling for the dope dealer bad boy..Just not this time. Mula was a WILDCARD. Raising herself had took a large turn on her. She had an I don't give a fuck attitude, she does what she wants whenever she wants to..and isn't afriad to admit that she is THAT bitch. Her excuse is that she's young and in highschool..and grown...Will that forever kept Mula on the crazy path she's going down? Da'Shuan was a rich boy. All the way from California and now attending Moore's ghetto highschool..he still hasn't found a way to fit in. Now half way through his senior year he's finally ready to stop hiding behind that multimillion dollar house and 100 thousand car he drives...but isn't sure how to become ' normal ' like his outspoken peers around him. He had the looks...he just didn't have the heart and personality...How long will it take for the shy guy to finally stop being shy? When Mula and Shaun cross paths both of their lives take a dramatic turn and neither of them is sure how they want to take it. " I don't give a fuck what anybody thinks...Take me as I am..or leave me the fuck alone! " She yells looking into the bright greenish hazel eyes of his..He said nothing and turned walking away from her. Please..just...Take me as I am. ** COPYRIGHTS ©ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 2014/2015 ASHANTI SANDERS !! DO NOT STEAL ! ***

Isabella Smith, a twenty two year old woman struggling to make it through the evils of the world and surviving through thick and thin to give her sister and herself a happy life. She is loving and caring to everyone. Seth Anderson, a twenty six year old hot billionaire and the CEO of Anderson&Co who is everything a girl wants. Hot, sexy and handsome. He never believed in love, he just had those typical one night stands. But his believe proved wrong when he saw Isabella and was intrigued by her. He grabbed her butt and pushed her against the wall. His lips grazed the back of her ear. "Are you scared?" He asked "N-no" She breathed out "So say you're mine" He said as she looked at him confused "Say it" He said once again as he kissed her neck "I-I'm yours" She breathed out heavily What would happen when Seth would enter Isabella's simple yet happy life? Would her world come crashing down or would it turn her life beautiful, the thing she thought would never happen? - Warning: The spelling and grammar is bad but I'll try to edit it once the book is completed. Highest rank: #4 in Romance [UNEDITED]