Nina Martin's parents died when she was seven. Fabian Rutter's best friend died when he was eleven. What happens when these two meet?

Fabian's life was just the way he had pictured it being. The perfect college, the perfect girl, living alone in a dorm room all his own. He was passing with flying colors in all his classes...yet..something was missing. One night he is payed a visit by Amber Millington, a friend of his from high school. He is puzzled because she is supposed to be in New York. Amber states that she is not Amber, but an angel there to make him an offer. Give up perfect life in order to see Nina again and have her transfer to his college. Fabian being caught in love...accepts the offer. Then he sees what the angel meant by giving up his perfect life, Nina isn't all she claimed to be at anubis, can Fabian handle Nina's dark secrets? | warning: hints of mature content, nothing graphic, some cutting, possibly triggering |

Set 5 years after Touchstone of Ra! When Nina is hurt by the unimaginable change in her life there is only one thing that can help, her light, her one, her hero, her Fabian!

First Book In My Emo Series (but you can read them in any order and it still makes sense) Highest Ranking - #1 out of all of the Wattpad 'emo' books!! Wtf?? Thank you! † It's like you're screaming and no one can hear. † Adrianna Wilkinson was rich, popular and beautiful in her last year as a high school student. She had lots of friends, designer clothes, and to top it off she was extremely clever. But she took everything for granted. Some people had no one, like that new emo boy with the dark brown eyes and pale skin.

Second Book In My Emo Series (but you can read them in any order and it still makes sense) †Maybe I'm better off dead. If I was, would it finally be enough to shut out all those voices in my head?† - 'Better Off Dead' by Sleeping With Sirens ****SELF HARM WARNING**** "The blade sank into my pale skin, as a trickle of scarlet blood rolled down my arm. My toes curled at the feeling. Other people smoke weed or do heroin, but my drug of choice is pain. Glancing around the dark room, I sighed deeply. All my life, I had been different." Devin is emo. He has been bullied at school for years and when he moves out of his parents house, Devin just wants to die. Meredith is also emo. She is almost a mute and believes she is worthless. Her high school days were spent bunking off, and Meredith intends to quit her job as soon as her possessive older brother lays off about her future. But when these two meet, a whole new part of their lives are opened. Although, nothing is ever achieved without pain, depression and blood, is it? WARNING: This story has swearing and has graphic self-harm scenes. Also, it contains characters from my other story, The Emo Boy I Cried For.