Some thoughts out loud. I hope you'll enjoy them as much as I enjoy writing them.

I'm sorry if this story is bothering you. But if it is, it's clearly not meant for you. "What's depression like?" A friend once asked. I didn't know what to say. Because when people ask you things like "What's wrong" and "How are you?" and "Can I help you?" I never know what to say. I end up lying. I end up answering "nothing" and "Fine" and "No". Though what I really want to answer is "Everything" and "I'm not okay" and "Yes, please". What depression is like? Writing what it's like is easier than telling what it's like. Only a few will totally understand what it's like. And for those people I wrote this.

My name is Kyran Byrne. I am not a poet and I am not trying to be one. I have simply always been better at expressing my feelings through written words, then when trying to speak them out loud. I am coping with a lot of problems and I am not expecting you to read or stick through them. In all honestly, this book is not meant for you. It is my way of letting things go, of being able to say certain things that I am not capable of saying otherwise. I hope you do understand. And I hope that if you read this for the same purpose, that it helps you get through some things.

I am Alex. I am 21 at the moment. I speak sarcasm fluently. I have a strong opinion on many things. I have a combined nicotine and caffeine addiction. Sue me. I have very dark humor. I hope you enjoy my writing, but honestly, I could care less.

A book in which you'll be getting to know a different part of me. A brighter side. A book in which I'll tell you about my favorite music, books and quotes. My special love for pigs and random facts. A book which is completely free for all of your questions. In which you can request anything and everything. A book which I hope we'll be able to laugh about, because some things might come across silly. My name is Kyran Byrne and I hope you'll enjoy this side of me aswell.

I am Matt. I am currently a 20 year old living in some part of America. I have ADHD. I tend to talk a lot. And write a lot. All my parts are basically about nothing, but I like to believe they are funny sometimes. That I am funny sometimes. Let me dream, please. I like Dinosaurs, cookies and watching netflix without a shirt on. I also get distracted by pretty much everything that moves or makes a sound. It is very tiring, but luckily I have ADHD to balance that tiredness out! I like to interact with people and talk about things like music, books (even though reading a book takes me a billion years), shows on Netflix, good movies, Dinosaurs and other great existing and non-existing things. Welcome to my life, I hope you get annoyed REAL FAST.