so this is kinda just made random by me. No pov, no storyline, or idk I guess it's my story. I'm not writing this in complete grammar correct, just how I live with severe depression, social anxiety, mental breakdowns, or as you could call it; panic attacks daily. The chapters are for each day or time I feel too down to speak up. Some of you guys prolly know me in reality, but I have stopped caring cuz this is me.

When Desmond Mellow transfers to an elite all-boys high school, he immediately gets a bad impression of his new deskmate, Ivan Moonrich. Gorgeous, mysterious, and menacing, Ivan is exactly what Desmond doesn't need in his life - or so he thinks... ***** After causing trouble in his previous high school, Desmond is struggling to adapt to his new environment at Ivory High and to stop living in the shadow of his perfect older brother. As usual, trouble follows Desmond wherever he goes and nothing is going well. To make matters worse, he seems to have attracted the attention of The Class Prince, aka the infamous Ivan Moonrich. But despite their rocky start, Desmond begins to grow feelings for Ivan, discovering a new side of his identity that he never thought to experience. [[word count: 50,000 - 60,000]] Cover designed by Joe Resch

Being human isn't as simple as being born that way. It's our actions that define who we are. Connor x OC *set during and after the events of Detroit: Become Human *

In this "book", I will probably talk about my "everyday experience" and please if you have any questions you can of course ask me. I have also drawings here.

Have you ever wanted to have this amazing power that you can read people's minds or make water and fire out of your hands? Or maybe wanted to move things by just looking at it? Maybe wanted to get anything you wanted by just thinking about what you want to have and get it right in front of you? Well I have never wanted to wish for it, but I got it. All the powers I have been talking about now it's the powers I have now. I wish I could never get them, but I did. Sometimes I can't control it. Like if I get angry, my eyes will turn purple and I can't stop it. I read people's mind even if I don't want to. After an accident happened for 10 years ago I have got this powers..and i'm scared to use it..if I get angry i'm scared to hurt people..that's why I don't use it.