In which a girl who hides behind baggy sweaters and a fake smile is forced to learn that 'perfection' doesn't come easily, and being skinny isn't always worth the pain. "she cried herself to sleep that night, because deep down she knew that no matter how many meals she skipped and how much exercise she did, Olivia would never be skinny." [disorder diaries, 2014 backseatmuke] tw :: eating disorders, major character death

Why I hate Ana and all of her stupid fucking shit.

**Very old story that I decided to put on here. Writing is from when I was much younger** This is a story of a sixteen year old girl named Lee. After moving in with her brother and his boyfriend at the age of ten, Lee has to secretly deal with a painful childhood. How she copes isn't the best technique.

September 1, 2012. My mum had me young. Really young. She wanted a barbie but she got a baby because she had no idea how condoms worked and before she knew it she had put on 2 stone and everyone was calling her a whore, she was privately educated and played lacrosse, she was a ballet dancer, she had a lot going for her. She didn't get the daughter she wanted, I came out chubby and I stayed chubby, so she would show me her favorite doll, her name was Miranda and she was really skinny. " I wish you looked more like Miranda," she would say and every time she would introduce me in public I swear there was a hint of humiliation in her voice. My eating disorder started with my mum.

in which the boy who only knows how to break hearts meets the girl who's heart couldn't possibly break any more. "he had to learn the hard way that you should always be careful when trying to fix someone, for you could cut yourself on their broken pieces." [disorder diaries, 2015 backseatmuke] tw :: self harm, suicide, panic attacks, depression, major character death

A story of a young girls battle with anorexia.

The truth about anorexia. Don't let anyone glamorize it for something its not. If you are lucky enough to not have an eating disorder, then don't wish for one.

Short story, full of anger and sadness Trigger warning (Anorexia, Bulimia, Depression, Binge-Eating Disorder and Self-Harm)

DYING to be thin, so to speak was how i lived. And this is the story of my(the characters) experience. From fat to skinny to healthy, it took a long time to get here but i can finally open my eyes and see, the real reality, my true beauty. I wrote this story after about an hour and a half of research on Anorexia and this story has personally helped one person i know overcome this disorder and its crazy to think how my writing saved someones life so, although this isnt like my other writing, i'm putting it out here to help more than than to entertain like my other pieces.