I'm sorry if this story is bothering you. But if it is, it's clearly not meant for you. "What's depression like?" A friend once asked. I didn't know what to say. Because when people ask you things like "What's wrong" and "How are you?" and "Can I help you?" I never know what to say. I end up lying. I end up answering "nothing" and "Fine" and "No". Though what I really want to answer is "Everything" and "I'm not okay" and "Yes, please". What depression is like? Writing what it's like is easier than telling what it's like. Only a few will totally understand what it's like. And for those people I wrote this.

Edd wasn't your average boy. Neither was he your non-average boy. He was sort of both, but not at the same time. Edd was the guy who would tell you assignments if you missed them at school. He was the person to call if you needed a volunteer for a job. That was Edd to everyone. That was Edd to everyone but me. He was the golden boy in their eyes. But he was the storm in mine. He was the sweetheart of the town. Yet he spelt 'trouble' in my mind. Nobody knew Edd like I did. Nobody. [WARNING: contains an excessive amount of swearing]

A poem. {completed} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Copyright © 2014 (and beyond) All Rights Reserved *trigger warning*

Life really sucks

My own and some stolen quotes for self harmers and bullied victims

Have you ever just thought about it? Of how easy it would be? Of how you could just out a window, or step in front of a car? Of how you could swallow all your pills and it would be over? Of how you just need a way out because you can't take it anymore?

Quotes,sadness,pain... Everything is in this book. When this ending,I'm also ending .

(1) Missed Call at 3:33 AM ------------------------------------- Copyright © HatOfChbosky ™ 2015 Highest Ranking Reached: #1 on Short Story Wattpad TNT Ka-Tropa Favorite Award 2015 Winner! Wattys 2015 Winner! ------------------------------------ [truly AMAZING cover by: @pennyxpen]

Hey guys this is my first book, I tried writing actual books but they were never good so I got this wonderful idea to start a book for people who have had heart break and are in need of reassurance. I do not own any of these quotes, I just found them on Google and put them together. Oh and before I forget, No one said love was easy