A life lived without him is like a life not being lived at all. ~Rydellington AU~ Trigger Warnings: Mentions of suicide, references to self-harm, major character death

'cause sometimes, i swear, i hear voices collection of thoughts

Nikki Garner has a secret she's kept from everyone: her best friends, dance team, and family. She meets a boy named Paul Zimmer, who's in a band with his best friend. He instantly discovers her dark secret and promises to protect her. Nikki's fears come to life, and one question remains in her mind: How can a boy love a girl like her with so many scars?

I'm Heather Parks. I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself... But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself. Every day since I killed myself, I've asked myself: Why? Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done. Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost. Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it... And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all... PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE': "The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring." - Mahwish.A.Aleem  "Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly" - Maheen Irfan "The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life." - Maheen Amir

It was only a game to them. A deadly one, but a game none the less. There could only be one winner. ((This is a dark story that may be full of triggers, violence, and maybe a bit of sex. Read at your own discretion))

Emily and Riker had been best friends in Colorado. Best friends since they were born. Same as Riker little brother, Ross, and Emily's little sister, Catie. Best friends. But what happens when the Lynch family moves to California. Will Riker forget? Or will he be saying, "Since I Lost You....."

Marilyn was an outcast in school for most of her high school life. A former tragedy in her life caused her what was left of her family to move to the big city, Los Angeles. Moving there was easy, it was just the making friends thing. She was any bullies dream. She got so many threats and awful comments, just because she was super smart. One bully, Riker Lynch, just can't get enough of Marilyn. He secretly had this huge crush on here, but he didn't want any of his friends to find out. He continued to bully and harass her. Then, by fate, the two are forced to get along. And maybe, just maybe, fall in love with each other.