This is about a girl called Tessa Tomlinson, she gets abused by her dad but her life changes when she babysits the world famous band one direction. Her brother is Louis Tomlinson. But they both think it's a coincidence that their surnames are the same. How will life be hiding her scars and living with a crazy band? Find out in this book! Was written with a co-writer who wrote gross parts... This was my first fanfic so bare with me, my other fanfics are better, believe me! THIS IS BOOK 1 IN THE TRILOGY/SERIES/SEQUEL THING!

The thing about white lies, is that they darken more than the real ones actually. They start out trying not to hurt someone, but that's all they do. Hurt. I tried to protect him; but I didn't' know how. So I lied. It was only because he was my bestfriend. Because I love him. This secret you ask? Well, my parents died. And I have gastric cancer. How I managed to hide that for so long? No clue. I was willing to do anything to cover it up. When I realized how wrong it was, it was too late. More lies, losses, and love.