Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.

Daniel Howell believes in true love, he believes in soul mates. He meets Phil on January 8th. Just a normal day at first but that is the day he begins to fall in love with the boy that will eventually break his heart. PHAN / RATED R FOR FLUFF AND SMUT / STRONG LANGUAGE / SUICIDE AND SELF HARM MAY BE TRIGGERING/

Here's some random phan one shots from my mind! Please leave me some prompts in the comments, thanks :)

HI!!!! so if you happen to read this, it means you're amazing (; so I don't think there's any trigger warning except for action, guns, weapons, and language, plus some eventual sex (if I don't be a pussy and put it off :p) ~~ Phil loves his best friend more than anything. Not only as a friend, but he has a lot of feelings for Dan. Dan has a girlfriend though, sadly, a girl he fell in love with and wants to live with forever. She starts to act strangely though, as they both come to find you can't judge a book by its cover ~~ if you at least try to read this, I declare you sexy :)

I edited my chapters with trigger warnings so all you cuties can read a less sad graphic version without being triggered <3

here is the beautiful sequel to Killer! :D if you haven't read Killer yet, I would suggest reading it first but I guess you don't have to if you don't want to ^.^ ((warnings of definite pheels, abuse, guns, weapons, a funny Asian dude, rape, and phan fluff)) Dan and Phil have been through so much in the course of a year. They're a happy couple and are intended to get married in a month. Neither could be happier. Dan comes home from work one day though.. and what he finds isn't pretty. yes yes there IS going to be some kickthestickz, just not in the first couple chapters ^.^ ILY YOU ALL <3

I fucking hate wattpad and its rating system so here are any of my stories that I need to put here because they're rated R. This will probably include graphic smut scenes as well as anything wattpad thinks should be eighteen and up even though it aint