(UNEDITED) At seventeen, Viktoriya Volkova is everything Russian figure skating demands of her: disciplined, untouchable, and entirely in control. Dakota Sanchez is her opposite in every way-expressive, reckless, and impossible to ignore. What begins as a rivalry for gold soon turns into something far more dangerous, unfolding in stolen moments between competitions, in empty rinks and in hotel rooms, in a love neither of them can afford to claim. Years later, a car crash erases the last eight years of Viktoriya's life. She wakes up in the hospital with no memory, and her rival is right beside her, claiming she's her wife. As fragments of her past begin to return, Victoriya is forced to confront the life she built and can't remember. The deeper she digs, the clearer it becomes that her accident was no accident-and that the truth of what happened to her may be more complicated than she's ready to face. Especially when she realizes she may not be the only one. Some feelings never disappear, no matter how deep they're buried.

The school knows Ezra as the mysterious badass who always speaks her mind, but the truth is that she is barely holding on. She is forced to work long hours to support herself and her depressed mother and just wants to be reassured and loved by someone. Avery is the smart quiet girl in the back of the class who is way to awkward to talk to anyone other than her best friend, Ally. She hates being called the innocent and sweet girl, she longs to be taken seriously and to one day stop being so afraid to show confidence. What happens when Ezra starts failing Chemistry and is forced to have a tutor who constantly drives her crazy? Will Ezra finally feel like she is being understood and let her guards down? Will Avery be able to build her self-confidence hanging out with Ezra? Will these two fall in love? You can figure it all out if you read this book. Also this is a rough draft, beware. #1 in girllove 6/11/20