Jaxx Constantine was just an ordinary girl who just wanted to spread her wings and get out from under her notorious family. But when another family is presented to her and all their bullshit that comes along with them... who knew what would really happen. Vagabond had everything he ever wanted. His guns, knives, his mask. Even his crew - no his family was beside him accepting his deranged, insane ass. He would lay his life down for any of them. Thinking he had it all figured out, this girl accidentally bumped into him on the street his compulsion to protect her was too high to ignore. "What was it about her?" He thought he saw her once before... he just couldnt place his finger on it. ***Be gentle! This is my first posting!*** **There will be swearing and I can write smut with the best of them... but I don't think I will add it in here unless its called for. Oh, and I removed the first two letters from Ryan's username because I thought the name flowed better. If that bothers you... sorry?**

Castiel Novak hates life. His father treats him like shit, he has no friends, people like to bully him, he's a punk, and of course, the guy he has a crush on is the complete opposite of him. Dean Winchester, jock, hottie, and the star of Castiel's wet dreams. Castiel doesn't want to live, but when Dean becomes his lab partner, he thinks his life might turn around. Warning: This is a sad/feels fic. It has sadness and triggers. It also contains sexuality, drugs, alcohol, violence, and self harm. I've never done a sad fic, so I'll try my best to write it well..