Somethings are better left unsaid

"He kissed me and there was nothing in the world that could explain how badly I wanted his lips to be Mitch's."

This story is about a suicidal girl. Her name is Ashley Maxine Kaplan. She is suicidal, self harm, and have lot of other problems that you will find out in the story. Her brother is Pentatonix's Avi Kaplan and he doesn't know about any of her problems but will he learn before it's too late?