"There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable" Anatoly Denisov, or Tolya, used to be a delinquent and member of a gang, as the tattoos on his skin testify. After leaving the gang, Tolya had to work hard to re-build his past relationships especially with his twin brother, Dima. Nothing was simple, but he realized how his family and friends were more than ready to give him a second chance. Oleg Azarov, personal assistant and bodyguard of Tolya and Dima's father, was the man that made Anatoly open his eyes and face reality through harsh and effective methods and bike races, the only common passion they apparently share. But something happened when following the duties. Oleg grew attached to Anatoly in a way he could not afford, as he could not develop feelings for someone 14 yrs younger, and especially not for the son of the man that gave him a new life. There is a line clearly marking duties and loyalty and Oleg is not man to cross it. Anatoly calls Oleg a "sadistic and scary bastard" and cannot stand the fact he always speaks of duties whenever he refers to him, but there is something he can't deny: the burning physical attraction he feels for that man. Yet, he totally refuses to listen to his desire. But what happens to this equilibrium when Anatoly, the forbidden fruit and sweetest temptation, decides that he wants Oleg and will have him no matter what? What happens when constant temptation is first offered unintentionally and then deliberately, slowly scratching the line marking borders forbidden to cross? What will happen when forgotten past comes back to taunt Tolya? Duties, desires, principles, remorse, lust, attraction, obligation, guilt, rules, forbidden, allowed, bike races, adrenaline, excitement, resolution, need, gangs war, possessiveness, unleashed emotions, uncontrollable feelings and love. The love you cannot resist, the love you cannot fight. All clashes and fuses and confuses in this story of forbidden love.

Kaiden turned heads everywhere he went. Twenty years of sexy, smart-tongued, intelligent, goodness. But he was in love with the wrong man. The love of his life was already taken by someone he couldn't fight against. When the twists of life rip his lover off his hands, death doesn't seem like a remote solution. Until a new player joins the game, making Kaiden question what sacrifices he's willing to make for love. WARNING: This is a manxman / boyxboy story with explicit sexual content. ***PRIVATE CHAPTERS*** This story has chapters that Wattpad classified as PRIVATE. So you have to become a follower in order to read them. To find them, do this: FOR WEB USERS: Expand the Table of Contents on THIS page (the page that has the button START READING), and you'll see Chapters 5 and 8 marked as private. Select the chapters from there and you should be able to read them. Once you press "Start Reading" you won't see those chapters listed in the Table of Contents. You have to be on THIS page to be able to select them. I know, so user unfriendly. FOR APP USERS: For those of you reading from iOS or Android, use the wattcodes, which are Chapter 5: 20340460, and Chapter 8: 20341306. Cover by DUHTitan from BooksieSilk.com. Image credits - Johann Marx at www.johannmarx.com 3/17/2018: NOTE TO NEW READERS: If you start reading this story after February 2018, please be aware that I was on a hiatus of +3 years between Chapter 27 and Chapter 28. So if you notice a change in style or inconsistencies in the story, feel free to point them out to me.