A/n: Frank and Gerard were in love. Were. After Frank's head got bashed with a rock, he had lost a small part if his memory. He forgot that Gerard was his lover, the man he had always needed. But Frank I doesn't remember him, so he moves on. Gerard tries to move on, and gets a job as a cartoonist for Cartoon Network. On the day 9/11, something bad happens to Gerard. What will happen with Frank and Gerard then?

Not everything is bad, just a huge portion of life fits into that category. You do the math.

Gerard Way is a ruthless killer,. His target, Frank Iero, is an assassin as well, and Gerard isn't sure if he can beat him. When they're suddenly forced to work together to survive, feelings start to develop, but will it get in the way of survival? Rated R for sexual content, swearing and violence

This is book 2!! If you have not read book 1: "Frerard // The Light Behind Your Eyes" then you may not understand this sequel well. Previously, Gerard and Frank faced death, but are they dead? Will they reunite 2 years later. Gerard is still struggling with Frank's death! Will Gerard remember the times they shared? Is Frank really gone? Who knows? Read on to find out...

Written for Danni, because she's my fav and ily and shit. TRIGGER WARNING!!! Fanfic involving Frank Iero and Gerard Way. (Frerard) Enjoy :)

You know that day you just want to die. That day when you just want your life to end completely. That day you just give up on the whole entire fucking world. The day you feel you have nothing left to live for. This is my story of that day, and how a dog-loving, skittle-addicted midget saved my life, how he made me see that even though one door had been locked, I had the crowbar in my hands so I could jimmy it back open. I'm gonna put a massive trigger warning on this whole story 'cause theres gonna be talk of self harm, suicide, alcohol abuse etc, so if this sets you off, dont read it Theaa XØ

"I'm not gay. I'm not gay." Gerard has been telling himself that he wasn't gay for as long as he can remember. He doesn't want what the bullies say to be true. However, when new student, Frank Iero, comes to town, Gerard's world is turned upside down. Frank promises to look after Gerard but it's a harder job than he had anticipated.