„Wenn deine arme Seele diese Zeilen gerade liest und es vor Neugier auch nicht sofort wieder sein lassen kann, wird sie schon bald all meine armseligen Probleme und Sorgen kennen. Du wirst merken, dass mein eisernes Schweigen der lauteste Schrei meines gesamten Lebens war. Und du wirst dich fragen, wer bitte so angeknackst sein kann, ohne es sich auch nur ansatzweise anmerken zu lassen. Denn du wirst nie erfahren, wer ich bin oder warum ich verdammt nochmal wie eine aus dem Takt geratene Uhr ticke. Ich weiß es nämlich selbst nicht. PS. Falls du dieses Büchlein finden solltest, dann nur, weil ich nicht mehr drauf aufpassen konnte. Und solange ich nicht tot bin, kann ich das sehr wohl." * * * Eine Geschichte, in der zwei junge Erwachsene lernen müssen, mit dem Leben umzugehen. Carter hat mit seiner emotionalen Verstopfung und Unerreichbarkeit zu kämpfen, was er selbst mit seinem trockenen Humor nicht überschatten kann, während eine anonyme und höchstsensible Person in seinem Umfeld die eigenen erstickenden Gefühle hemmungslos in ein Tagebuch kotzt. Ist es möglich, einander zu helfen, ohne die Welt des anderen zu kennen? _______________ off. Start: Apr. 6, 2015 - 🏳️‍🌈 off. Start der überarbeiteten Version: Feb. 15, 2017 Ende: Jan. 16, 2021 Cover by @fuckingnice

With two new albums coming out soon, the band is getting ready to tour once again. Chester knows that the tour will start at the beginning of the summer but what can he do until then? Mike has been going off every day and doesn’t come back until later. He finds himself spending a lot more time with the other guys. But can they keep him together or will he fall apart?

Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda are Internet friends. They've never met each other but are certain the other is the best friend they'll ever have.

Madison Bennington, daughter of Chester Bennington, was a good kid. She's smart and never caused trouble. She was the perfect daughter. That is until her mom, Sam's, boyfriend shows up and causes trouble. Can Chester and Talinda save her? Or is she gone for good.

You really don't know what you've got until it's gone, right, Chester?

Chester’s a nervous wreck. Mike is always in his thoughts. His band members are keeping secrets from him and Mike is gone. He can’t sleep at night. He’s an emotional hurricane. Will he ever find Mike again and if he does, will he be with the same Mike that he knew before? Will he ever be brave enough to stand up for himself or will he always need to rely on someone else?

Sequel to Broken. Chester and Mike have been together for nearly a year after the last story. Chester's still hurt but Mike had been trying to pick up the pieces. When Mike makes a huge mistake that causes him to lose Chester, he doesn't know whether to be happy he doesn't have to deal with his problems anymore or guilty for his actions. Chester, meanwhile, is breaking even further and needs Mike more than ever. He's also running into his past at every turn. [Will be put under construction to improve quality of the story]

Chester Bennington has always been made fun of at school. And things just got worse when he moved to a new high school and met up with the infamous Mike Shinoda who everyone loves. His life turned into a living hell. He can't escape the pain he goes through by himself, but maybe there's someone who does care about him. Maybe.

He made few mistakes in life, that's true... But that doesn't mean he doesn't feel the guilt scratching on his skin. Or that I will stay here without forgiving him my whole life... I will watch his life stumble across mine again. And he will change. I will, too. And I will wait for these magical moments to be real.

Chester Bennington's life is nothing short of chaos. Between running away from a stalker and abusing substances, he has no time to hide all of his issues from his new band mate - Mike Shinoda. [Will be looked over in the future and made much better grammar wise, as this fiction was created a long time ago. Completed.]