(SLOW UPDATES) Phronemophobia (FRO-NEE-MO-FOBIA): fear of thinking. "When thinking begins to destroy you, you begin to fear it." -l.m. Original quotes and very short stories describing the things we fear thinking about but must speak about. Tips and my own experiences to help you during times of anxious and depressed bouts. Trying to help bring to light experiences and wrong choices that can bring on heartbreak, low self-esteem, discouragement, which all feeds anxious and depressed thoughts. Copyrights: Cover made by me. Please do not use my work if permission has not been given. If I allow you to please always give credit. ©thebigeyedpoet 2017

3 years, 4 months and 18 days ago, Reece's youtube video skyrocketed with thirty million views. Ironically enough, it was a song dedicated to a girl who was no longer his. Forced to finish high school, the name Reece Zynner faded into the shadows with nothing left to cause havoc. 3 years, 1 month and 6 days ago, a devastating car crash left Reece in shambles. 2 years, 2 months and 2 days ago, Reece wrote his first song since the accident. Ten more came after with his shattered remains at the heart of each lyric. 2 years, 5 months and 1 day ago, Reece became a heartthrob who could no longer feel his own. Now, discovering his career was plummeting to the ground, Reece is forced to enter a relationship with the 'Angel' of Hurricane Records: McKenna Ellis. Forced to fake date; they impact each others lives in the most inconvenient way possible. But in between the quick jabs and fake kisses, they begin to find each other. 3 years, 4 months and 19 days after the accident, Reece began picking up his pieces.

#23 in Mystery/Thriller "Two guys; One dies of suicide & the other goes missing?" They say friendship doesn't have boundaries; True they say. But to what extent would you go to test those limits? If I Die is a peculiar case of unfortunate events in the life of three friends which unravels the darkest secrets along the way. Three friends, one journey & a million possibilities. Find out more by reading this thriller! Cover Art: ©Banksy Butterfly Suicide