An excerpt from the chapter The Biggest Loss The last word she said to me was "Oh." I think that killed me the most. Probably because I was expecting something along the lines of "Harry, Wait." as I turned to walk away. Not a door slamming in my face. Now it's been two days and I can't stop reliving every second of that moment in my head. What could I have done differently? Maybe I should have just kissed her right off the bat. I mean, actions speak louder than words, right? I can't help thinking of all the things I did wrong. After she shut the door in my face I just sat there on her doorstep for an hour. I listened to her cry. As much as I wanted to knock on the door again and tell her exactly how I feel, I couldn't. I didn't want to risk looking like a total loser because I had managed to let a few tears escape my eyes as well. Ok, maybe more than a few. Actually, I don't know how it is that she didn't hear me crying through the door. We were only about and inch or so apart yet it felt like she was miles from me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Birdie is a small town girl trying to cope with her best friends sudden fame. She picks up her bags and joins her best friend Cher on XFactor journey. She feels lost and alone being without her family and so far from home. With nothing to do in the new town she turns to her songwriting to keep her company. While Cher is off living the life of a star she sits in her hotel room all day and searches for inspiration.One day she visits the XFactor house and when she leaves forgets her song book. A charming boy named Harry finds it. What happens next? Read to find out more!

{completed} ✓ - For Darcy Williams her little sister is everything, and she will always be first. Always. No matter what, no matter who. Her own wishes and desires are in second place, even if it means to say no to Liam Payne because that would break her sweet little sister’s heart. “I’ll never hurt you.” That promise never was so hard to keep since a pop sensation appeared in her life and made her start to think of herself for a change. Maybe she will put herself first this time, maybe she will let herself fall in love… Maybe.

Watty Awards 2013 Winner! {book 3} ✓ - ❝ The moment I lost my mum things changed. I changed. I realised that no one stays forever, everyone leaves at some point, whether is willingly or not, and you're left alone, broken on the floor. I won't go through that again. I won't give people the chance to break me like that again. I'll protect myself. I'm raising up my walls, higher than anyone has ever seen. I'll be safe. ❞