The difference between Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz, lies in the experience of loneliness versus solitude - solitude being a choice, while loneliness never is. Buck spends majority of his life feeling alone - so badly yearning to be someone's first choice for once. Eddie, on the other hand, has recently chosen solitude, not wanting to let anyone know of his struggles hidden beneath the surface. Though they both spend their days fighting fires, will they be able to help one another extinguish those burning within before the smoke causes them to suffocate? ***** This is my first fanfic, so there'll probably be a bunch of edits made throughout / after the full writing process. I'm not great at drawing but I'm currently making use of my own sketches throughout the fic - I will however replace them with better ones if I find someone who's interested in doing them :) *Just to clarify, May and Harry are already in their teens / lower twenties and Chris is still a kid. Highest rankings : #1 in Buddie #1 in 118 #2 in Ravi #5 in abc #6 in Maddie

Evan "Buck" Buckley had a troubled upbringing. He was born in hopes of his older brother getting his bone marrow. ( The older brother - Daniel - had Lukemia ) However, they were defective. causing him and his parents to have a bad relationship and his parents turned abusive towards Buck and his older sister, Maddie Buckley. After a disturbing call, All of these memories start to flood back to him and he struggles to deal with them. His boyfriend, Edmundo "Eddie" Diaz tries to help but these kind of things cant be helped. Also, sorry if there is spelling mistakes , I'm not very good at spelling haha..

Buck was adopted by Bobby and Athena when he was 5 he is happy with them but he has had trouble with relationships he's had his heartbroken 3 times and he decided he wasn't going to get into another relationship but when he meets Eddie Diaz everything changes Buck is a detective in this story Buck tries to push Eddie away but it doesn't work Buck does like Eddie but he's scared of getting hurt but when Athena and Bobby give him advice will Buck take their advice will he start a relationship with Eddie

Buck finds out by his sister that he has has a brother named Kelly he's a firefighter he was told that Philip and Margaret took him in but he was upset as what happened he grew up hated by them but wanted to meet his brother his brother Kelly was in Chicago and is also a firefighter lieutenant these past few months Buck Hasn't had the best year he got diagnosed with depression and adhd but he had maddie his friend and his family and the 118 and his best friend Eddie but their friendship gets closer will Buck meet Kelly his older brother

Evan Buckley has had a pretty rough life. He feels as if no one cares or needs him so he creates an elaborate multi step plan on how to disappear like Houdini. As soon as the 118 and others find out, and they do their best to bring back their "Buck" back. Listen to the "Didn't Know How To Ask" playlist on Spotify! 🚒🎵 🔗: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6f7DNgz57WHHxJ1kKw9JO2?si=zhnmy1aaRqCDXz_hdiGxkQ&pi=V-UHWnCeQfWIQ For those who don't want to ask.

What if Shannon had an affair with a Navy Seal Buck while Eddie was away on deployment who was only around for a few weeks before leaving not knowing that he slept with a married woman? What if Buck gets injured in the line of duty and unable to return to active duty. What if Eddie and Shannon never got divorced and eight years later Buck is meeting a kid that looks identical to him. . . Or Chris is Buck's and Eddie finds out his son he has raised for eight years is his work partner son. . . Warning this is not pushover buck, and he will fight to get rights to Christopher and he and Eddie do not like each other longer than cannon but at some point, will figure their shit out as friends.

In this story after Bobby's death everyone has been grieving but Buck hasn't been dealing with it well he's pushing everyone away he's pushing the people he cares about Buck goes drinking to take the pain away but when Athena finds out her son is hurting and she wants to help him can everyone help buck and will Buck open up to someone

What if Athena adopted Buck as a baby, what if Buck was abducted at four? Characters will be OOC mainly Buck, and Eddie the others a little bit too

After nearly dying, again, Evan "Buck" Buckley promised himself he'd stop hiding from who he was and what he wanted. So when he met Tommy, a charming pilot with a crooked smile and an open mind, Buck let himself fall. Or at least, he thought he did. But the truth hits hard after a night that was supposed to mean everything, when Tommy tells him he's only in it for the fun. Heartbroken and humiliated, Buck ends up on Eddie Diaz's doorstep looking for someone who won't just walk away. He doesn't expect to fall apart. He doesn't expect Eddie to catch every broken piece. As lines blur and emotions rise, one night changes everything. And when Buck finds himself facing a future he never planned for, he'll realize the love he was searching for was standing right beside him all along. Because nothing made sense... until everything after you.