You are Around your twenty's, doing your regular routine. Everything was plain dull, until one day, you come across the one person that you always admired on YouTube; Jacksepticeye. Once you have met, your life takes a completely different direction, and end up knowing him. You come from knowing him as a YouTuber to knowing him as the love of your life. (Contains mature content, like cursing. Readers be mindful)

You have just lost your home. Everything. You sit at the apartment crying. He still has to get home. What home exactly? You are scared you might get another beating from him. Nothing can save you now. What will happen? Follow me: Facebook ID: Scarlett Winchester Twitter Mention: @SPN_Fandom0048 Instagram: Winchester._.Wonderland._.2376 Kik: DeanWinchester2204 Copyright @DeanWinchester2204 © 2017 All Rights Reserved **DO NOT use or translate without my permission**

~Feels Warning~ Sean McLoughlin aka JackSepticEye has always been your favorite Youtuber as well as a select handful of others. PAX is coming up and your money has been saved. You and your best friend are heading to Boston from your place in the busy streets of New York. Plans don't always play out as accordingly as you would like but maybe it's not so bad.

When your Youtuber brother introduces you to his friend, which just happens to be your idol, Jacksepticeye, your whole life changes. With your brother getting a serious injury, you decide to temporarily take his job and Jack comes to stay with you. During this time, sparks fly between you and Jack, and you may have feelings for him. How will you tell Jack before he goes back to Ireland? Will he return the feeling to his best friend's sister? After all, you are just a normal fangirl.

You feel like you just HAVE to hug him. But you don't want to look stupid by hugging your iPad, so you just start petting the screen with your index finger. You scare and quickly pull your finger back. What you felt was not the glass of the screen...

You're 20 years old, and you've fallen head over heels in love with Youtuber Jacksepticeye (Sean). You live every day for his videos, and you've read all of his tweets. When you were drowning in a sea of existential depression, Jack/Sean was the life-preserver that you clung to, connected only by a strand of zeros and ones. When you see his videos and tweets about going to an upcoming convention in Ireland, you make a decision: you pack up a few suitcases with your stuff, buy a ticket, and fly out to see him. You know you can never be with him, of course, and you would never want to tear him away from the girlfriend that he loves so much, but you know that if you can just see him, just tell him how he saved you, that you can return to your life, maybe even move on (although a small piece of your heart will always belong to him). After the convention, you manage to find him. You're talking to him, and finally you are about to tell him, when..... When a sudden accident leaves you dead in his arms, you are faced with a choice: ascend into heaven and live with "him" forever, or stay behind to protect the real him, even if you have to watch him in the arms of another woman?

This is a story about Lizzie, a 13 year old girl who's parents died when she was about 3. Ever since she was 10 she's been watching her idol Jacksepticeye, who adopts her and changes her life completely. _____________________________________________________________________________________ Hope you will enjoy the book! This book is fully edited! :) After you finish this book maybe (just a suggestion) you could read my other book (not a sequel) "Once Upon A Time" (creepypasta book)