☮ lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you ☮ when liam payne ends up in the hospital after a devastating night, he's ready to give up. what's the point? he's on the road of losing it all anyways. not only has he let down himself, but he's let down the band and millions of devoted fans around the world. but then he meets ellie. [book four in the 'inspirations' series]

Harry knew he was different from the age of 4 to the age of 13, and that's when he knew he wasn't going to stay a girl anymore, but change who he was..totally. His 18th birthday was coming and that's when he knew he wanted male genitals and delete any female part of him from his life. Louis Tomlinson was Harry's boyfriend for 2 years and doesn't even know the fact his boyfriend is actual a girl. Harry is scared to tell Louis, praying no questions asked. Things start to fall and turn out bad. Louis starts to question things: Does he love me anymore? Why won't he let me see his body, is he insucure? Is he hiding someting? Will Harry tell his little secret or will he have to break his only true love?

Zayn and Louis. Louis and Zayn, it has always been them together. Wherever Zayn is, Louis isn't far and neither of them mind. They are deeply in love and have been ever since high school. After getting married their life seems to be perfect. They both have good jobs, a nice little house in a quiet neighbourhood and enough money to support themselves. The next step now is to expand their family by adopting. It is said that a person should always go with their gut....but should they? Is everything really what it seems? Are their seemingly friendly neighbors what they make out to be? And can Louis and Zayn finally make their dream come true and call a little human being theirs?

"It's times like these that I wish I was old enough to grab a pair of shoes, and a thin coat and run away. Run into the night, arms flailing. I would pretend I was flying, or falling and my heart would beat fast and hard against my ribs and I would smile. I'd smile this big, giant smile and I'd be happy. I'd pump my legs faster and faster and not pay attention to my surroundings because, who cares? I'd pretend I was the only one in the world and I was conquering all. And I'd be happy. Maybe not for long, but for a percentage of a second. And it'd be worth it. It's times like these I wish I had someone calling my cellphone telling me they're outside,waiting at two something in the freaking morning. Without warning me of the adventure ahead of us! We'd sail into the night in an old run down car, my body hanging out the window and my hair whirling around my face in an ungrateful but appreciated fashion. I'd be content with doing anything as long as it's spontaneous and exciting! I'd imagine doing these things and then I'd remember, who'd do them with me?" Niall seems happy, he seems perfectly content with life but really, behind closed doors, it's a completely different story. Trigger warning- Eating Disorders/Depression/Self Harm