"Would you please have mercy on me? I'm a puppet on your string...." ••• I had to be smart and really think about it, "We break up after eight months, nothing longer. Everything is for show and when we're not in public nothing happens. You have your life and I'll have mine." He nodded, "There's a couple of things I have as well. You'll be living with me, don't worry we'll have separate rooms. When in public don't talk unless spoken to. You don't try anything funny in public, I'm allowed to bring any girl I want home. And you are not to develop feelings for me." He smirked at the last part. I rolled my eyes at how full of himself he is, "Don't worry I'll restrain myself." He chuckled, "Great so do we have a deal?" He asked extending his hand out to me. ••• Started 8.20.16 || Finished 4.24.17

"If you're by my side and we stumble in the dark I know we'd be alright..." ••• Two people completely different yet similar in a way meet. They change each other's lives for the better. Some would say it was fate, but was it? #466 in Fanfiction 10.9.17 Copyright 2017 @ILLUMlNATE Started 06.17.17 || Ended 10.7.17

she signed up as a watcher. he signed up as a player. but somehow their worlds still collided. -inspired by the movie nerve

"I'm not trying to start a fire with this flame But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same And I have to be honest with you baby Tell me if I'm wrong and this is crazy But I got you this rose and I need to know Will you let it die or let it grow?" Sequel to Treat You Better Started Nov. 3, 2016|| Finished Aug. 7, 2017

Alex Atwood and Shawn Mendes have been best friends since they were in diapers. Always looking out for each other and inseparable. They've had their fair share of ups and downs but still manage to stay friends. But what happens when one has strong feelings for the other but can't say anything? Will they stay buried or will they rise to the surface? Started 8.22.16 || Finished 10.21.16 Highest Rank: #14 in Fanfiction on 9-4-16 |COMPLETED| |Copyright 2016|

in which a dare lead to love. - completed; april 14th, 2016 © 2016 by starlightmendes

As much as Shawn hates Aubrey he knows that he needs her and she needs him. Sequel to The Daddy Project

When Shawn finds out he has a baby who was abandoned by his ex girlfriend, he turns to his best friend for help.

In which a boy falls in love with her fake identity. A Shawn Mendes Fanfiction DISCLAIMER: this is probably more cliche than those magcon bully books, also excuse my ignorance I was in seventh grade and I didn't know what I was doing rip STARTED: SEPTEMBER 2014 FINISHED: DECEMBER 2014 (edited)

Alexis is a 15 year old girl from Palo Alto, California. She's in love with 9 amazing boys, but one of them catches her eye. Shawn Mendes. The boy with the amazing voice and beautiful personality. While on the plane ride to Orlando, Alex catches Shawn's eye and he falls fast and hard for Alex. ~ *THERE IS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND A LITTLE BIT OF ALCOHOL INVOLVED. PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK. ENJOY LOVELIES* oh by the way: my writing starts out crappy, but if you stick with it, I progress, I do apologize, this was my first ever fanfiction I'm so sorry. it's also horridly cliché and everything moves a little too fast. <<<<< completed>>>>> all rights reserved. © smendes_mclifford 2014