"Louis?" "Yes Harry?" "I thought being in One Direction was supposed to be the time of our lives." "It was." "What changed that?" "Management I think." "I don't like them." "Neither do I." "Why not?" "Because now we're torn." Being in One Direction was supposed to be perfect for boys, Harry, Louis, Zayn, Liam, and Niall, an amazing chance to go places and bond with fans and each other… or so they thought. None of them would ever imagine the lengths they would have to go to, just to fix what is already torn.

harry goes to walmart to buy supplies to kill himself, but when he bumps into a blue eyed boy- who claims he's his guardian angel-, he's willing to stay a little longer. cover idea credit to: @-voidallison

"can you show me the deals, erm Harry?" "sure, which department?" "pants. the ones I tried are too tight," "anything for a guy with big things." ******* or where Harry constantly checks out and leaves notes for a guy who always checks out his items two lanes from him. sadly. 2016 all copyrights reserved to larrywho {just like walmart candy and burger King burgers}

"It's hard letting go. I'm finally at peace but it feels wrong." {Under going editing. It's being rewritten from the beginning, grammatical errors are being fixed. Should be completely edited and polished by December}

Self Harm is an addiction. An eating disorder is a constant demon in your mind. Depression is something you don't just 'move on' from, it's constantly there. Having to fight the constant triggers around him, Niall Horan is slowly lapsing back into his depression. The strong urges are constantly there, and even having a boyfriend as perfect as Zayn Malik doesn't seem to be helping. He knows he SHOULD be happy, but he isn't, and he thinks he's forgot how to be 'happy'. and he's battling this alone while trying to hide it from his boyfriend. Sooner or later it'll all get to much and he'll end up back where he started.