"If you came here looking to lose your will to live, then you've found the right place." "It feels like home." //Phan

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their year. But yet, Dan is determined to find out what Phil is hiding behind his arrogant mask.

(danxphil) spy AU: Dan's an underage intelligence operative and he's on a mission. It's pretty routine; befriend the bad guy's kid, collect enough information for a conviction and beat some people up. Move on out and abandon the identity assumed. Things get complicated when Dan turns out to be a little too good at befriending Phil Lester. Sometimes good and evil isn't black and white, and Dan has to decide which lives he can allow himself to ruin. Badass!phan, warnings for violence, crime, guns, alcohol, smoking, drugs and any more will be added when i actually write it lol

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

after all these years, i can finally see him again

Dan is a quiet, dark and super introvert individual. He doesn't have many friends, and really doesn't care. Phil is a likeable anime nerd who spends most of his time waiting for the newest video game to come out. Neither of them have ever noticed each other, let alone thought that their paths would ever cross. Until they get paired up as partners for an english project. Phil didn't plan on getting a crush on the unbearably attractive boy he was spending most of his time with, but then again, do we ever plan on falling in love?

"goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

From |Theamazingbookisnotonfire| :P

It's not every day that you get kidnapped along with your best friend... Dan Howell is about to discover he's involved in the most sick, twisted game ever. One in which he must decide who gets the daily beatings out of him and his best friend Phil Lester. However, this sudden change in lifestyle brings new opportunities for the two lads; opportunities in which they couldn't have comprehended before they were taken. As more beatings are took each day, Dan finds out just how much Phil cares for him and just what he would do to save him. But will they both survive or will it all become too much?