you made me grey inside. i used to be so colorful. [tw: alcohol, depression, mature themes, nsfw, language] * hiatus or incomplete for now *

Michael writes to Wattpad for advice... This is a project that is affected by the readers that comment, which in turn affects how Michael takes on the challenge of becoming Gavin's boyfriend.

Aleks Marchant didn't have a lot going for him. He lived in a shithole city where he had no money, no home, and no real friends. After one brutal night out on the streets, he comes across James Wilson, a very mischievous older man who lives on the outskirts of town. Aleks accidentally befriends James, and gets himself into more than he can handle. (WARNING: SMUT, VIOLENCE, STRONG LANGUAGE, MENTION OF RAPE, MENTION OF ABUSE, BRIEF DRUG USE)