11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling in love with a straight boy named Phil Lester.] WARNING: Triggering Self harm Smut Boyxboy Side pairings (kickthestickz, phinzie, etc) !!!!!!!THIS IS A PHAN BOOK SO IF DAN AND PHIL dATE SOMEONE ELSE IT IS NOT PERMANENT!!!!!!!!!

Ciel is a typical 17 year old boy, in high school. Until a new teacher comes in to teach and changes his whole world, only to tell Ciel many secrets and take him into his own world. Sebastian is a 23 year old teacher at Kuroshitsuji high school, who takes interest into one of his students, soon to find out Ciel had been his old lover. But since he lost his memories when he was young he forgot Sebastian. How could he make him remember what they had?

--WARNING-- There is self-harm in this story. If this makes anybody uncomfortable or triggers them, I highly suggest not reading this. Ciel Phantomhive has feelings for his butler, Sebastian. Ciel hasn't told Sebastian, thinking that the feeling is one-sided. Sebastian has feelings for his young master, but thinking the same thing, he keeps them to himself. A new mistress comes to town by the name of Jamie Hawkston. She catches the eye of the demon butler, and proceeds to seduce him. Ciel finds out, and his heart becomes broken. Over the pain, he begins to cut himself. Jamie realizes that Sebastian still has feelings for Ciel, and she becomes determined to get rid of Ciel and Sebastian's feelings one way or another. Jamie almost kills Ciel, and Sebastian becomes worried for his young master. Will Sebastian ever know that Jamie was the cause of this? What about his feelings toward Ciel? Will Ciel deal with the pain of Jamie and Sebastian, or will he take his own life? This is my first Black Butler story, so I apologize for any mistakes. I will try my best to update, but school might get in the way. Constructive criticism is highly welcomed!

Be careful what you say, no matter the time, you never know who's listening. It just might change everything. ========= Thanks alot for checking out our new fic, it is a Phanfiction fyi, we have high hopes for this fic so stay tuned! :) Disclaimer: We do not own Dan or Phil, anything in the book does not effect Dan and Phil's relationship (though many may wish it would) as it is fiction. If you have any questions left unanswered feel free to contact us through our wattpad inbox or email me at coffeeandtoasterz@outlook.com Happy reading!