"suddenly you're ripped into being alive. and life is pain, and life is suffering, and life is horror, but my god you're alive and its spectacular."

my heart becomes worthy

do you ever wonder what it would feel like to sink deep in the ocean and fade into trillions of stars ( miscellaneous poetry and prose ) © xnycophiliax [ two-thousand-&-fourteen ] lower case intended ( disclaimer ; i do not own the cover art - credit to whoever drew it )

When I can't do anything else, I write poems. [Became #1 in Poetry a long time ago]

i wrote this when i thought love was the look in his eyes rather than mine.

and our bloodstreams were poisoned by this toxic love. [[lowercase intended.]]

"I'm -- I'm in love with you, Adalia." "What?" Adalia laughed loudly, shaking her head. "That's complete nonsense," she said, staring at him with tired and disbelieving eyes. "You're not in love with me. Love -- love isn't real. Love isn't genuine. Love -- there's no such thing. It's just an illusion, Jaycen. It's just a p h a n t a s m."

anthology of teenage destruction.