Maituturing bang katangahan at ka weirduhan ang maghanap ng isang lalaking fictional? Ng isang lalaking nage-exist lang sa anime at manga? Natsume Hyuuga-the man of my dreams. Ang lalaking hinihiling ko na sana nag eexist sa tunay na buhay. Sadly, he's an anime character. A product of someones imagination. But even so, I believed that someone like him do exist. That's why, I promised to find someone like him. Or die trying. Masisisi mo ba ako kung ganito ako? When I was a child, I was ignored and teased. No one cared for me. And most of all, I was always compared to my older sister. At sa mundo lang ni Natsume ko nakita ang isang bagay na gusto ko, mayroon din ako sa buhay ko. Sa mundo niya, doon ako nakakita ang kagandahan ng word na 'love' and 'friendship'. There were times that I thought it was impossible. Until one day, everything changed. I met 'him'. The guy who resembled Natsume a lot. No, he's even better. Sa araw araw na nakakasama or should I say, sinusundan ko siya, nakikita ko kung anong klaseng tao siya. Hanggang sa tuluyang mahulog ang loob ko sa kanya. Not with the 'him' that resembles Natsume. But with the unique 'him' that fascinates and always surprises me. Pero sa kabila 'non, hindi ko inaasahan na mahihirapan pala akong tunawin ang yelo niyang puso.

[EDITED]"People come and go." Yan bagay na napatunayan ko sa murang edad pa lamang. Ako si Penny, labing pitong taong gulang-living a simple life. Vaughn Vincent Laguesma. That's the name that carved really deep inside, not only in my head but also in my heart. He became my savior, my crush and helplessly, my love. Pero katulad ng nasa itaas, people come and go. Pagkatapos niyang dumating at i-invade ang munti kong puso, at saka naman mangyayari ang mga hindi inaasahang bagay. He left. He left my young heart wounded. I thought that was it. He just came, and eventually left my life. But I was wrong. After a long time, he came back without a warning. At sa kanyang pagbabalik, kasabay noon ang isang bagay na hindi ko akalaing posible palang mangyari sa simple kong buhay. He's suddenly my...what!? FIANCE!? Seriously!? Paano!? Bakit!? Okay, let's revise the statement above. "People come and go. But if fate plays a joke on you, that person who left will come back to perplex you and mess up your life."