after dan howell is diagnosed with depression, his parents seek him help - but not in the way he may have expected. he's partnered up with phil lester online, someone who supposedly knows about mental health, with one instruction: text him. ❝ amazingphil : i just wanna be your friend danisnotonfire: how the hell is that going to help me? danisnotonfire: i'm depressed, not lonely amazingphil : just you wait, howell. ❞ minor swearing. lower caps intended.

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his best friend. Will Phil ever find out? WARNING: Could be triggering, attempted suicide, fluff, angst, possible sexual references ©chloemitzu

WARING: BOYXBOY PHAN SMUT I don't know if this is just going to be a one shot or whether i'll continue it just enjoy it you little perverts ;)

Rewritten Version! Phil ran away from home, but on his first evening in London, he's run over by a car and finds himself in the hospital. The only thing he remembers is some small fragments from when he was run over, and when someone found him. Especially one detail has stuck with him from the accident a pair of beautiful hazel coloured eyes. How do Phil find his memory again? And what does he do when he is all alone in London without any trace of where he comes from?

story is now on --friday

Dan Howell is just a boy in his school; nothing more, but he's seen as less, and feels like less, until one day there's a new kid in town; Phil Lester. And what are the odds that Dan might talk to Phil? Slim. But of course, Phil ends up sitting next to Dan, starting something without knowing; an unbreakable friendship, an unbelievable story. Just kidding, it's about as unbelievable as a phan fiction. - Tw: bullying, harsh words, self harm, etc. Because does a Phan fiction without self harm even exist? Oh right, they do, I've read some really good ones actually..okay nvm that, ily all if your reading xx <3

phil lester and friends thought it would be fun to text random numbers from the phone book. he never expected to make a brand new friend. *lowkey hate my writing in this but i think the sequel is a lil better*

A collection of Phan one shots!