In an instant, Connor's whole world is shattered, leaving him with only questions. What happens if he loses his best friend? If he lives? If he loves? Read this heartbreaking story about Jude and Connor, based on the hit novel If I Stay.

PLOT TWIST: One time Jude asks Connor for his gum because he thinks his breath smells bad, and Connor tells him to exhale, and then when Jude leans in Connor grabs him and they make out a little and Connor arrives at class with messed up hair.

Jude Adams Foster is now 16 and Connor Stevens is now 17 What happens when Connor has to move because his dad gets a new job? Will Jude finally confess his love for Connor? Or will he forever wonder..... What if?

10 years ago Jude and Connor were separated. Tonight, they managed to make it into the same room. What will happen when doors closed in the past are reopened? More Importantly were they ever closed?

Just after the kiss shared in episode 2x18, this is my take on what could have happened with Jude and connor. The first few chapters are pretty much PG but later there will be some smut. Please please please leave reviews :) it means a lot. I will update every Sunday and Wednesday :) also if your super cool please follow my Instagram demigod_jonnor