Sequel to "Why I Don't Smile [Brallon]" "It doesnt just go away when someone tells you they love you, Brendon." Trigger Warnings still apply. You matter more than any stupid fanfic, please take care of yourself.

"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 2009 phan 25-40 ~ 2012 phan 40-50 ~ 2015 phan //TRIGGER WARNING//MENTION OF SELF HARM// 《FLUFF/ANGST》

when phil lester comes out as gay, dan howell doesn't take it very lightly ~✧✦✧~ chapter titles song titles <3 ~✧✦✧~ cover art made by @emkabob ~✧✦✧~ triggers: -slurs + other homophobia -bullying -mention of suicide