The thing about white lies, is that they darken more than the real ones actually. They start out trying not to hurt someone, but that's all they do. Hurt. I tried to protect him; but I didn't' know how. So I lied. It was only because he was my bestfriend. Because I love him. This secret you ask? Well, my parents died. And I have gastric cancer. How I managed to hide that for so long? No clue. I was willing to do anything to cover it up. When I realized how wrong it was, it was too late. More lies, losses, and love.

Desiree Hill is a seventeen year old London girl who has a hard time at home. Her father left her when she was nine, and worst of all, he left her with her horrible, abusive mother, Eva. Desiree finds happiness in a boy, that boy being Harry Styles from One Direction. He understands her so well and really cares for her. They become closer and closer..all the while, another guy from the band takes interest in her, Zayn Malik. She now has to choose between the sweet boy who cares for her and loves her the most, and the sexy bad boy of the band. But who will save her from the pain she suffers at home and within herself?