Husband is in prison. Raising two kids on his own. Dealing with loneliness. Dealing with his job. How much can one take? Cameron Alono Jackson was happy- fifteen years ago that is, when he was with his husband and their two kids. That is up until the police caught up to Anthony D'arell Jackson and took him away for the rest of his life over multiple murders and kidnappings. As much as Cameron relies on them, one phone call a year isn't enough. Memories aren't enough, old pictures aren't enough. There's not one night that passes where Cameron hasn't been overthinking, crying, or contemplating about his life or the thought of Anthony's life in prison. And dealing with two fifteen year old teenagers is hard. Especially when one is constantly disrespectful, has anger issues and is careless about their action and the other is at a constant risk of being taken advantage of. Through all of this, Cameron has always tried his best to remain neutral and happy- but as the days go by it's becoming more difficult to act as if he's got everything under control. It's becoming harder to put on this mask of fake happiness when he always feels like he's slowly losing himself- But, what about Anthony?

✌︎ Fast-forward 6 years from Zaire's senior year, we know look in depth of the lives of Daniel, Amrielle, Jermaine, and Zaire. Daniel is now studying to become a registered nurse, Amrielle is in Law school, Jermaine is training to become a physical therapist in the NFl, and Zaire is a certified personal trainer ✌︎Now that Jermaine and Amrielle have a 9 month year old son, Daniel and Zaire are looking for options so they can be parents, but that will prove to be the least of their worries

Being a tough guy is all Jaxon knows and understands. He makes mistakes and gets in trouble; the only person he listens to is his big brother Trey. Putting on a front for his friends to believe his facade but, after meeting Kairon it all comes tumbling down with one life changing event that gives him a change of heart.

"Does love even still exist because I damn sure don't feel that shit no more" "Don't think like that Javon of course love still exist, We all go through bumpy stages in our life we just have to stay true to ourselves and fight through it" Alex smiled. Javon life was turned upside down right around the time he met the white boy. He was still trying to find himself in this fucked up world, But it seemed trouble liked to follow him. Alex wanted to feel love and the only person that helped him feel that was Javon. But how could someone give you love when they didn't know how it felt to receive it?

"I'mma need you to back yo ass up, I ain't with that fruity shit." Where Playboicarti has no choice but to deal with Lil Uzi Vert's constant sexual "harassment" for the sake of a hit mixtape.

I'm restarting this one.