"Calum, why is everyone in this town so afraid of you?" [this isn't scary i promise]

"Why do you always stay with me?" "I like it when we're together"

I never though a guy like you had to be fixed, untill we met. -------------------- This isn't a happy story, expect self-harm, suicide thoughts and not seeing your idol happy. Ashton will not be a happy boy who saves the day. Read the prologue and then decide if you want to read it or not, but I warned you that this isn't a happy one. It gets happier when you get closer to the end.

I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me. Rankings: #1 AshtonIrwin #2 Ashton #1 5SOS #1 5secondsofsummer #2 CalumHood #2 LukeHemmings #3 MichaelClifford #1 medicine

I thought I had everything I could have ever dreamt of, the job, the house and you. But then you walked out on me and I don't know how to start over. You were everything I wanted, everything I needed and now you're gone. --------- Highest rank: #1 lukehemmings but it's an ashton irwin fanfic

"Why is green your favorite color?" "Because it's the color of your eyes." Long time best friends, Luke and Autumn, spend their first year of college living together. They would say unexpected love is the best type of love. Copyright © fluffycashton 2018. All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

This is by H28 on onedirectionfanfiction.com it's wonderful and I hope you like it as much as me. Recommended for 17+

Calum attempts to help Elena deal with the self destructing secrets she keeps, all the while facing himself and falling in love.