"I'm here now. I'm here to patch you back up until you're good as new. And love you until you forget what that hurt feels like." For a long time, Jade Thirlwall had been plagued by the trauma of her childhood. Which led her into even more trauma in her adult life. She had been used and abused her entire life. Ever since she was old enough to remember, everyone who was supposed to love and care for her, abused her in every way imaginable, and treated her like dirt. Her past completely altered her view of what love actually was and what it was supposed to look like. Leaving her broken, emotionally scared and insecure. She'd been hurt to the point where she stopped believing in love altogether, and was dangerously close to the edge, ready to fall. That was until one faithful night, while trying to jump ship on her past, she dived right into the deep blue eyes that would become her future. Seemingly, love finally found her. But can she allow herself to receive it, or is she already too far gone? Follow Jerrie as they navigate the ups and downs and ins and outs of love and life, while trying desperately to protect one another and what they have from threat after threat. With people poking holes at them left and right, will our favorite ship be able to stay afloat, or will it sink under the pressure? Read on to find out. ------ FYI ‼️ There's tons of fluff, 🥰 Tons of smut, 🥵 Danger around every corner, 😱 & most importantly there's Jerrie ❤️🤞🏾 ------ Book 1️⃣ of 2️⃣ [Check out Dreams and Nightmares] ------ 🚨Trigger Warning🚨 Not a ton, but there is some violence, physical abuse, mention of sexual abuse, and occasional mention of self-harm.

Interviews, signings, concerts, coffee. Repeat. That's International sweetheart, singer song writer, Jade Thirlwall's life. Until she met a certain blue eyed blonde haired barista. Then her whole world turned upside down.

"When I planned my life, I never meant for it to be the way it is now." Jade replies, tears forming in her eyes. "I used to have ambitions. I used to dream. I wanted to live in a fairytale, to feel like a princess even when I'm not at work. Now I can see how dumb that was." "I know your life isn't a fairytale." Perrie says. "So I'm just going to say it the way it is. We're just two regular girls, there's nothing fairytale- like about our lives. We struggle just like everyone else." -------------------------------------------------------------------- Jade Thirlwall, a professional Disney princess, finds herself at a very unpleasent situation at twenty four years. She doesn't like almost every aspect of her life, and struggles to find the will to get out of bed in the morning. When she meets Perrie Edwards, a girl she used to go to school with, some hope finds its way to her heart and she begins to regain the happiness she had missed for so long. But what happens when two values collide, and one needs to choose between being happy and becoming the person they were raised to be? -Short story- -SEQUEL IS UP NOW-

Little mix find themselves at the height of their fame. A two time Brit winning group and the biggest girl band of their generation. What's not to be happy about? Perrie can think of a few things- and one of those is her band mate Jade.

"we were built like towers, now my heart feels nothing at all"

It all started when she texted someone.... Unknown Account : Hi 😘 Unknown Account : Heyy you seen my message😉 Unknown Account : Lets be friendsss talk to me!!!❤ JadeThirlwall : WHO THE HELL ARE YOU😒?!? Started : 02/03/17 Completed : 04/01/17 Rankings #1 mixer #2 jerriefanfic #3 pez #14 perrie #24 leighannepinnock #24 jerrie #22 jerriethirlwards #44 jade #37 jadethirlwall #27 jesynelson #44 perrieedwards #718 gxg #308 famous

She didn't have to reach out for the dark night, she didn't have to build her own way to the constellations. Because the stars - oh, what she was looking for, what she needed - were in the other girl's eyes. It all started in August 2015 with a phone call that changed their lives forever. Jade Thirlwall finds herself falling hard for her bandmate Perrie Edwards, who is an enigma inside out. Completed 3/5/2016 Copyright © 2015 by @skepticynicism

Jade and Perrie, one half of the biggest girl band in the entire world. What will happen once they start to develop feelings for each other? How will their band mates and the rest of the globe react?

Jade Thirlwall is the most popular girl in High School, but not the typical type of popular. She talks to everyone, is friendly to everyone and is friends with everyone. At least that's what she thought. Perrie Edwards, smartest girl in school and a loner. She doesn't like talking to people and she doesn't have a lot of friends except her friend Leigh-Anne. That's until she meets Jade. It wasn't planned, no one saw it coming. Which is why it felt like a heart attack. But Perrie carries a deep secret with herself that no one, not even Leigh, knows about. But what if Jade finds out? Is Jade able to fix a broken soul? - After Jerrie | Perfect For You, Jerrie | Say You Won't Let Go and Jerrie | Falling Around, I'm excited to share this one with you :) ♥ - COVER BY ME :)