✓ (TRIGGER WARNING: Contains self harm, attempt in suicide, suicidal thoughts, ect.) Harry and Louis. Larry Stylinson. They were the ship of dreams. Until they came out to their management. Desperate to keep the love between the boys a secret they found Eleanor Calder. An old friend of Harry's to be Louis' fake girlfriend; Larry's beard. But when Louis makes the mistake of falling for her, he breaks Harry's heart in the process. And what happens when Harry Styles can't take it anymore and snaps. Will Louis ever get to fix his mistake or is their love doomed? And throw in Nick Grimshaw and Zayn Malik.. Who knows what could happen.

(Needs major editing.) "What are you doing with that?" I looked up at the innocent boy in front of me. "Lukeybear, I need to shave." He looked a little bit hesitant but finally handed me the pink razor. "Promise?" "I promise" I broke a lot of promises that year so one more wasn't going to hurt...or so I thought. (Cover by bleachedflowers) Copyright © 2014 showFreak1232

Maddie Parker: a suicidal, 17 year old girl with an abusive father. Luke Hemmings: a hot, 17 year old guitarist who fell for the school's freak..aka Maddie Parker. When Maddie decides she done with everyone and everything, will Luke be there to save her? Cover made by: princessirwin94 Warning: some swearing, self harm and eating disorders.

What would you do if your best friend committed suicide? What would you do if there was no way that you could help them? All there is left, is 199 letters. The only thing they left behind for you. © 2014, Ashley (larrystyIinson), All rights reserved

"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life" Harry Styles may seem like the happiest boy. Fame, fortune, and all the girls he could want. But behind hidden doors, he's broken. He's broken on the inside and no amount of love or patience could fix him. When he can't turn to his family, and he can't turn to the boys, he needs to find a place to vent his anger and depression. He starts a blog on a website called Tumblr, where no one knows who he is. No one can expect you to be a womanizer or role model if they don't know you're actually Harry Styles. Louis has no clue why Harry has been in his room a lot. He has no clue why Harry's always wearing tight skinny jeans instead of the baggy ones he knew the curly boy loved. But what happens when Louis walks in to ask Harry a question and finds the boy's Tumblr open? How is he supposed to handle this? Not only is his best mate living a secret online life, but he is suffering depression and has been hurting himself in so many ways. Louis can't confront him, so he does what he thinks is the right thing. He starts a blog, and starts messaging Harry anonymously. Harry seems a bit cheerier in the morning, and even starts smiling again. But what happens when they fall in love with each other, but Harry doesn't know that "CleverUsername" is actually his best mate? With love, drama, hate, and depression, can anyone ever be happy with the one they love? And most importantly, can Louis learn how to save a life?

"Pay attention to whom your energy increases and decreases around, because that's the universe giving you a hint of who you should embrace or stray from"

the kind of poems you only write when it's raining and 3am. book cover design by @_wacKo x

"Why do you like the rain so much?" "It reminds me that I'm still alive." (Luke Hemmings Fanfiction) Copyright to Ashley Royer. All things written by Ashley Royer unless otherwise stated. Not affiliated with 5 Seconds of Summer or any other characters mentioned. THIS IS NOT THE FULL BOOK. The full book is published with changed names and can be bought wherever books are sold. AVAILABLE NOW WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD. The published version has added chapters and everything has been edited.

❞ Words hurt. Words break you, leave you in pieces. They hurt like a thousand knives. ❞ Harry Styles is an unhappy person, he is the victim of bullying at school. Being called names or beat up is a part of his daily life and he believes everything he is told. All the words haunt him every day and he is broken. Harry pushes everyone away and he has problems letting anyone in. But what happens when someone moves into the house that was across the treet, including a teenage boy that caught Harry's attention from the second he saw him? Will he be the one who finally hears Harry's screams for help, or will he be yet another person that breaks Harry? » trigger warnings concerning self-harm and suicidal thoughts. » currently being edited.

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia forget about all the stupid little things like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I can never escape.