sometimes life gives you a new opportunity; a chance to start over. sometimes you'll take it, and sometimes you won't. make no mistake, though; you'll always end up exactly where you should be, even if you have to keep it a secret for awhile.

dear cyrus, you make me the happiest person alive. thank you for being you :) love, nobody special warning: there are errors in this book. when it's completed, i will go back and fix them. sorry in advance.

Cyrus has a secret that he hides from his friends, he doesn't ever want them finding out, but one day, when he invites his best friend T.j. over & he accidentally walks into his room, and realizes how different Cyrus might be.

When Cyrus finds a playlist on TJ's desktop full of old love songs, he realizes that TJ has never been a scary basketball guy but rather a huge sap. TJ just wished Cyrus could realize that all of those songs remind him of a certain boy who likes chocolate chocolate chip muffins without telling him directly. With insecurities and fears almost set in stone, it's hard for TJ to admit that he has a heart aching crush on Cyrus who is trying to avoid just that. Of course, it doesn't seem like both of them are trying to get over each other when they're always together.

"do you believe in love at first sight?" "i think it's possible." "is that so underdog?" "it is so, not-so-scary basketball guy!" we share a look that was long, different, and most of all strange. "i love you cyrus goodman." all lowercase is intentional. tyrus? endgame? of course.