Disarray is an outcast, people call her 'emo'. Her family is full of preps. They hate her new lifestyle of being the way she is. They hate the fact that she dyed her long blonde hair black and got it cut so its more scene. She has multiple tattoos and piercings, but there's one thing that they do not know, she has a cutting problem, no one knows about it, not even her two best friends Tara and Alice. She is haunted by the past that caused her to change, she blames herself. What will happen when her best friend Alice enters a contest to go on tour with Falling In Reverse, Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance Floor? Alice is a suicidal outcast all because of one mistake that she didn't foresee. Now she is a junior in high school and has to deal with two alcoholic parents and take care of her little sister. She had wanted to sing ever since she learned how to play acoustic guitar when she was eight and the piano when she was 9, now shes 17 years old and can play acoustic and electric guitar and the piano/keyboard. Her dream seems to be going down the drain until when shopping at Hot Topic, her friends sees a flyer that says you can win a chance to go on tour with Falling In Reverse with special guests Black Veil Brides and Blood On The Dance floor. What will happen when she decides to enter? O rwhen a certain someone starts to worm their way into her heart, will she finally break down and confess about her past attempts at suicide? Or will she just push them away like she has everyone else?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She paints a lovely picture, but this story has a twist; Her paintbrush is a razor, and her canvas is her wrist. - Amy Efaw *************************************** When Sabrina loses her parents in a tragic accident she's forced to cutting. After moving in with her eccentric older sister and her sister's anxiety prone husband, she's forced into an adjustment of a new life. Sabrina always seems to be tracking the time as if she's counting the minutes she has left of life. Cole, a boy Sabrina literally bumps into, has some past memories and painful secrets as well. What happens when Sabrina gets to know Cole and his mysterious yet altruistic personality? How will Cole somehow end up changing Sabrina's life? (Trailer by B3autifulBitchez)

So this is my first story i've ever made xD and its a Garmau fanfic :P Idk i just love watching aphmau's vids and i ship garmau so hard, its 1 am rn btw xD and i really hope you enjoy this seemings I'm a new fanfic writer, my friend also makes fanfics and i've never read them, but she made one for my friend and her crush and it was super cute! so i guess imma have a go at one now! Hope you enjoy :D P.s I will be doing this in parts, gradually over the days so You might have to wait a while for the next part :D I also just want to add that ik that the story isn't exactly like the actual vacation side story Aphmau is doing on her channel right now, but she doesn't upload one in like a week so i just make it up... Anyway! Hope you enjoy the story so far!