Howl's interest in Bada began after watching a clip of her dancing-it was captivating enough to spark his curiosity. As he delved into her social media, he discovered she was in a relationship and, more importantly, a lesbian. Accepting that he had no chance, he quickly dismissed the idea of anything happening between them. However, after spending more time with her and getting to know her beyond what he saw online, his feelings deepened, and he started to imagine what it would be like to be with Bada Lee, even though it seemed impossible.