"Would you please have mercy on me? I'm a puppet on your string...." ••• I had to be smart and really think about it, "We break up after eight months, nothing longer. Everything is for show and when we're not in public nothing happens. You have your life and I'll have mine." He nodded, "There's a couple of things I have as well. You'll be living with me, don't worry we'll have separate rooms. When in public don't talk unless spoken to. You don't try anything funny in public, I'm allowed to bring any girl I want home. And you are not to develop feelings for me." He smirked at the last part. I rolled my eyes at how full of himself he is, "Don't worry I'll restrain myself." He chuckled, "Great so do we have a deal?" He asked extending his hand out to me. ••• Started 8.20.16 || Finished 4.24.17

People, he told me, care a hell of a lot more when you're gone. So here, in loving memory of Shawn.

❝-if i give you twenty reasons to live, would you stay?❞ © nohanthony 2015 story idea by: michaelclifford

Alexis is a 15 year old girl from Palo Alto, California. She's in love with 9 amazing boys, but one of them catches her eye. Shawn Mendes. The boy with the amazing voice and beautiful personality. While on the plane ride to Orlando, Alex catches Shawn's eye and he falls fast and hard for Alex. ~ *THERE IS SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, AND A LITTLE BIT OF ALCOHOL INVOLVED. PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK. ENJOY LOVELIES* oh by the way: my writing starts out crappy, but if you stick with it, I progress, I do apologize, this was my first ever fanfiction I'm so sorry. it's also horridly cliché and everything moves a little too fast. <<<<< completed>>>>> all rights reserved. © smendes_mclifford 2014

"don't let our story die."

his mind was like a ghost town; completely deserted, and utterly alone published 7/8/15 (ON HOLD)

a spooky book i regret writing

A girl named Jessica lives in a small town in Washington, that is until her dad gets a job opportunity in Pennsylvania. Next thing you know, they are packing their bags and are heading to PA! Jessica meets two amazing friends who help her through a lot, becca and carly. If things weren't crazy enough, I mean she moved across the country, her fourth period English teacher is her idol, crush, obsession; shawn mendes. What will she do? She's obviously going to have feelings for him. Will he feel the same way? Will she show her love for him and risk everything he has, or will she keep her feelings to herself? Everyone obviously knows she's obsessed with him even though he stopped singing a while ago, she's wearing a Magcon shirt! How awkward! Find out how jessica and shawns relationship grows, falls, becomes stronger & becomes weaker by reading this book. I hope you enjoy Shawn Mendes: My Teacher! Thanks for reading -------

❝strikes of lightning, hit the pole, ending life immediately.❞ [ prequel to 'thunderstorms', you don't need to read thunderstorms to understand this, but i highly recommend it. ] highest ranking: #483 under short story

"Stay away from Shawn Mendes." That's what everyone keeps telling Grace, who recently moved from the bustling New York City to the quiet town of Pickering, Canada. She has no trouble making new friends, but everyone she meets keeps telling her the same thing. They want her to steer clear of Shawn Mendes. Shawn is the school's bad boy. No one will tell Grace anything about him, besides the fact that he's bad news. But she can sense that there's more to his story. Everyone seems to know something about Shawn that they won't tell her. Even though all her new friends beg her not to talk to him, her curiosity gets the best of her. Grace can't seem to stay away from him. She tries to befriend Shawn, and uncover the secrets in his past. Even if that means risking her life, and maybe even falling in love with him.